Yes there are things I do enjoy. There are plenty of things I enjoy and not just kinky stuff.
However I only enjoy these things on occasion, or at most a few weeks until I get bored of them and need a break.
And even during those occasions where I might enjoy a certain thing, I could not do it for hours and hours at a time. Like people who read a book in one day, or game all night... I could never do that, even if I enjoy it at the time.
Like with gaming I have these periods where I might enjoy a certain game a lot. But after a few hours on a single day I need a break and after a few weeks I'm done. I might touch the game again after several months or... not at all.
I also really enjoy traveling and seeing the world. However there's a max I want to be away from home. I could not only travel in my life, despite really enjoying it.
I love lounging about on the beach in the sun. But contrary to most I don't want to spend a full day there. After a few hours I'm done and its time for something else.
I could come up with more examples, but I think you get my drift. Is a hobby really a hobby if you can't enjoy it all time? I think not. But maybe I should rephrase and say I don't have any passions. There's nothing I am so passionate about that its all I want to do if I could.
I don't think its for a lack of trying. I do try plenty of new things. But when new things are no longer new I always get bored of them after a while. Yes, I may enjoy it again after a few month break.... but its always just in sessions. In short periods.
However I only enjoy these things on occasion, or at most a few weeks until I get bored of them and need a break.
And even during those occasions where I might enjoy a certain thing, I could not do it for hours and hours at a time. Like people who read a book in one day, or game all night... I could never do that, even if I enjoy it at the time.
Like with gaming I have these periods where I might enjoy a certain game a lot. But after a few hours on a single day I need a break and after a few weeks I'm done. I might touch the game again after several months or... not at all.
I also really enjoy traveling and seeing the world. However there's a max I want to be away from home. I could not only travel in my life, despite really enjoying it.
I love lounging about on the beach in the sun. But contrary to most I don't want to spend a full day there. After a few hours I'm done and its time for something else.
I could come up with more examples, but I think you get my drift. Is a hobby really a hobby if you can't enjoy it all time? I think not. But maybe I should rephrase and say I don't have any passions. There's nothing I am so passionate about that its all I want to do if I could.
I don't think its for a lack of trying. I do try plenty of new things. But when new things are no longer new I always get bored of them after a while. Yes, I may enjoy it again after a few month break.... but its always just in sessions. In short periods.