I don't really have hobbies.... I think

Yes there are things I do enjoy. There are plenty of things I enjoy and not just kinky stuff.

However I only enjoy these things on occasion, or at most a few weeks until I get bored of them and need a break.
And even during those occasions where I might enjoy a certain thing, I could not do it for hours and hours at a time. Like people who read a book in one day, or game all night... I could never do that, even if I enjoy it at the time.

Like with gaming I have these periods where I might enjoy a certain game a lot. But after a few hours on a single day I need a break and after a few weeks I'm done. I might touch the game again after several months or... not at all.

I also really enjoy traveling and seeing the world. However there's a max I want to be away from home. I could not only travel in my life, despite really enjoying it.

I love lounging about on the beach in the sun. But contrary to most I don't want to spend a full day there. After a few hours I'm done and its time for something else.

I could come up with more examples, but I think you get my drift. Is a hobby really a hobby if you can't enjoy it all time? I think not. But maybe I should rephrase and say I don't have any passions. There's nothing I am so passionate about that its all I want to do if I could.

I don't think its for a lack of trying. I do try plenty of new things. But when new things are no longer new I always get bored of them after a while. Yes, I may enjoy it again after a few month break.... but its always just in sessions. In short periods.

 

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That is some interesting reflection you do there! What I am not getting from this: Do you consider your situation a problem, or just a curious detail about yourself? As long as you enjoy yourself, I think you're doing great! Not everyone has the capacity to keep trying new things like you do!

This inspired me to reflect on my own "hobbies". So far I always thought I was too invested in too many things, but that leads to the same situation you describe - I do stuff but then quickly move to something else. I always wondered how it would be if I had a singular focus on just one thing, but that I could never find in all my years. What's more: When I do dive into something I get super enthusiastic about it and find it near impossible to find anyone to share my passion.
Kinky stuff could easily be my forever passion that way - I cannot seem to find anyone wanting to do this stuff with me, and I could just play all day.