05/02 Report
I began by getting naked, deciding to start off today getting the hardest keyword done - cit clamping. Clamps on my clit used to be a hard limit for me because it was just too painful to have a clothespeg on and my clit had bled before using one! But it became easier after I got adjustable nipple clamps. I was able to lessen the pressure on the clamp using the screw on the side, which meant I could withstand the pain. Even so, I'm not used to it (and its still a temperamental thing at times), but for some reason I decided to add it as a keyword reward. I honestly didn't think we would get here, but here we are! I knew I wanted to get it done.
I'm not a big fan of pain and it is still painful to clamp my clit, especially my clit that has been denied and teased and edged. But I got my clamp and loosened it, clamping it onto my clit, then slowly tightening the clamp until it was painful but not agonising. When tightening, I accidently brushed my finger over the clamped clit and the reaction was immediate. It made my clit so sensitive I bucked my hips up. I didn't touch again though. I clamped my clit and sat clamped for seven minutes. I found lying with my legs open made the pain far less, so I alternated between opening my legs and closing them. By the end, my pussy was wet and my clit hurt. I was so glad to have the clamp removed.
Next, I took the clamp and tightened it a little, before putting one on each nipple. My nipples were extra sensitive today for some reason, so the clamps hurt more than usual. My nipples stung. Whilst clamped, I got my clit vibe and held it on full to my clit. Due to the clamp, it was so sensitive. I really concentrated and managed to withstand 30 seconds of high power vibrations before I took it away. I didn't bring myself to the edge, but i didn't want to get to the point of no return. I gave myself a little break, waiting until my time was up and I was able to remove my clamps. Sometimes I find removing the clamps is even worse than having them on, and my nipples ached. Afterwards, I got my vibe again and managed to withstand another 30 seconds, edging this time. I thought I was going to have to give up after 10 seconds, but I managed to hold out.
After edging with the vibe, my pussy was so wet. I decided to torment myself for the enjoyment of the thread (clearly I like being an entertaining slutty toy for others). I spread my pussy lips with one hand and got started on my clit circles. My legs shook and I slowly circled my clit. By circle 30, my pussy was dripping wet and demanding attention. I swapped the direction of my circles, making my hips buck. I managed 40 circles.
I got my clit vibe again and stuck in on high. Holding it on my clit. The first touch made me jump. I took deep breaths and managed to withstand it for 30 seconds, feeling my orgasm building. After 30 seconds, I edged again. It was so frustrating. I knew I had one more to do so I got the vibe again and stuck it on for another 10 seconds. I could feel myself riding close to the edge, so I turned it down to low and held it again my clit, edging within seconds. My pussy throbbed with the need to cum, which was once again denied.
I really am starting to realise the weight of my thread...that it could be months until I'm permitted to cum. It is scary and exciting, but I know I'm a toy to be used, and I am only allowed to orgasm when it pleases others. This thread has made me into a horny and submissive mess.
I was going to end my session here, but more got added whilst I was typing. I also realised we hit 4 keywords per post, which means more torment for me!
I got the makeup brush and did 10 slow strokes to my aching clit. By the fourth, I was squirming and trying to get away. It left me breathless. I also did 10 scrubs afterwards. My clit was aching and I was so horny. I decided my pussy had suffered enough and got dressed.
Thank you for playing with this useless toy. I hope I am bringing you some entertainment.