She fucked my brain up

And then let me be alone with all the strange and strong feelings.
It was almost as being in love. I know what being in love is like. When it start totally dominate your life.
But this was like promise to fulfill what could be dream I did not dear to have for one like me. Playing out my kinks. My submissive side, since she was very demanding, and my dominant side during play time.
One time play. A discussion afterwards to how to proceed.
"No, you are not the right one for me!"
My frustration is over the roof.
I knew she had several offers. They where opened in open forums. So was I in a competition I didn't know about?

But disappointment is part of life. Take a deep breath, keep calm and carry on.

 

[WildCallie]

Aaaw, thats so sad to read You need a hug

Now take a deep breath and think about all the fun things you can get to sooner if you chose to move on sooner

 

[Maybesub63]

Thank you for your nice thought. Oh yeah I go on. I have this hobby of mine to write sessions for nipple pain sluts. Got many requests the first week of the year, so a lot to do. Writing these make me so horny.