I dislike pain. I dislike it so much that I put it so far back behind even though I said I had wanted to do them. I thought about plans of doing them while undertaking "missions". It makes me feel like I am going through training, but I was not in any mood to do any of them.
Then came Wednesday night. I felt excited again that night. I could not stop thinking about it on Thursday. And this morning, I woke up aroused. I dreamt about being tied. It was vivid. I rubbed myself under my covers. I scrolled through my dirty messages with him yesterday until I was felt wanting to be naked. I undressed and continued whatever I was doing.. Trying to find satisfaction for my morning. While steering around trying to find what works for my mood, I slapped my pussy. 10 times to start off which got to 30 then 50. When I reached 70 times, I lost my mood. I questioned my actions.
Counting the slaps on Wednesday, I still have 990 slaps to go.
I am in trouble. This is going to take a while.
Then came Wednesday night. I felt excited again that night. I could not stop thinking about it on Thursday. And this morning, I woke up aroused. I dreamt about being tied. It was vivid. I rubbed myself under my covers. I scrolled through my dirty messages with him yesterday until I was felt wanting to be naked. I undressed and continued whatever I was doing.. Trying to find satisfaction for my morning. While steering around trying to find what works for my mood, I slapped my pussy. 10 times to start off which got to 30 then 50. When I reached 70 times, I lost my mood. I questioned my actions.
Counting the slaps on Wednesday, I still have 990 slaps to go.
I am in trouble. This is going to take a while.