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I know some of you will think I'm crazy... but my ex Dom got in touch again today.

At first I was very reserved and a little angry. He said I had broken up with him because he didn't have time for me.

Then I made it clear that he had broken up with me because I didn't drive to him when I had to go to the doctor.

Then he said he taught me a lesson because he decides when he has time and feels like it, not me. If that damn money means so much to me, I can go get it; he kept it in the safe.

We texted a lot again, and I asked him what he expected from me, but also what I was doing right. He said that at the moment he just wanted me as a sex object and nothing more. I also told him that I couldn't go to his place during the week. And that he had to respect my life too.

We haven't discussed it fully yet, but I think I'll go back to submit to him because I also told him what doesn't work for me.

And I realize that it's not going to be a relationship, but maybe I can still learn a lot from him, and I thought he was exploiting me financially, but that's not the case, he wanted to teach me something...
Please don't worry, I'm not unhappy with him. A few things were difficult, but we talked about them and I hope things will get better.

It's just a special dynamic, not what I want, but hopefully one day I'll have a real partner, or maybe it will be possible with him one day. He said that maybe more will be possible in the future... we'll see.

But for now, I'm happy to be able to let off steam and gain experience, not just online but in real life.
 
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oh boy.... seriously? get a grip, you cannot be serious?

Usually i don't criticize people for their actions publicly, as it is not my business, but what you are doing is beyond dangerous, thats how a cold case of a missing person is started and only resolved 20 years later, when we have some random construction going on ...

stop being naive and get some self-esteem, you want to be a man? great... time to grow up and get some balls, stop being a victim and pushover. fucking hell, i wish i could not care, but i do and thats why i am angry... angry is maybe not enough, you should be foaming... and instead you tug your tail and came running back, please sir, do it again...
 
You should get away from that dom. The relation is bad for you. A proper dom cares for his/hers subs. And financial should never be involved.
To search for new relation ship, I would recommend Fetlife. Several 1000 member from all over the world, and several groups for personal adds.
 
I completely understand your position.

I made this decision deliberately. Of course, I won't give myself over completely; I'll play along a little, but basically I want to end it so that I can regain my power. As soon as the money is gone, I'll end it. Unless, contrary to expectations, things really do get better, but I doubt that. In the meantime, I'll keep my eyes open for a new partner, of course.

I also just want to experience a few more things and explore my boundaries and get to know myself better. The more I learn now, the better it will be for future relationships.

And as I said, I'm really not doing badly. I don't understand him, but basically I don't have to. He is who he is, he does what he thinks is right, and I can do the same.

I don't expect you to understand what I'm doing, but please respect my desicion. I know to a certain extent what I'm doing. And for the most part, I'm having fun with him. I'm learning a lot.
 
Around noon today, he texted me, asking how I was doing and what I was up to. I told him I was playing video games.

Then he said if I felt like going for a drive, I should let him know.

Since I had nothing to do and was also a little horny, I agreed. He said we would meet at a rest stop near his place in a toilet. I was supposed to wait for him naked and wearing a mask and then let him in.

I didn't like the idea at all, but since I know he hates being contradicted, I asked if it wouldn't be better to meet outdoors. He said no. So I agreed.

Then he changed the meeting place to the train station instead of a rest stop, and a little later I set off, told to bring a few toys with me.

On the way there, I concentrated only on the traffic. When I arrived, the toilets were out of order, so he gave me the location of a public toilet 10 minutes' walk away. I went, as I wasn't familiar with the area in terms of traffic. When I got to the toilet, I texted him. I could hear his motorcycle arriving. Then he knocked, I put on my mask and let him in.

He immediately pushed me down and made me give him a blow job. He fucked my mouth. When I started to gag, he pulled me up, turned me around, helped me pull down my pants, and immediately started to fuck me.

It really didn't take long before he came inside me. Then he pulled his pants back up, and I did the same. Then he gently touched me on the side and left.

I waited a moment and then left too.

It was a little exciting. He said he would have time to take me to his place in two weeks. I'm really curious to see if that will happen.
 
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