Everything you ever wanted to ask this bear!

[baloo]

Never done AMA, please be gentle . I have age, gender, and location. I care for neither

 

[Butterfly]

1. Since I already know your favorite Disney character, I will ask what is your favorite Disney song?
2. Do you have any pets?
3. What is your favorite day of the week?
4. How many cookies should be eaten at once?
5. How many push ups can you do in one session?
6. When is the last time you laughed and why?
7. Tell us about your favorite picture of yourself?

 

[baloo]

Favorite Disney song? You're Welcome (from Moana). Knowing its part in the story makes a genuinely innocent song far more sinister, I like that. I also happen to connect it with some quality fun times.

I have no pets (human or otherwise), but I put out a helipad for bumblebees on my balcony. Complete with a little shelter and an assortment of refreshing beverages.

Wednesday. Everything's looking up on wednesdays and mercury is an awesome metal to begin with!

I am not the leading authority when it comes to cookie consumption, but in his words: OM NOM NOM!

Push-ups? Well that depends on how long the session is, how much time between push-ups, and what planet I am on. Also whether I am in a centrifuge or not. Probably I can do more while awake than when I sleep.

I laughed a couple of hours ago. Maniacally. Sometimes I just have to let my excitement out into the world Why? I am just in a happy mood?

Favorite picture? Hmmm I am not in the business of having my picture taken, and I do not appreciate anyone doing so. That being said there is a picture of me in my ID, so since it is the only one it is also my favorite lol. (There is probably more, but they do not count as I don't want there to be any)

 

[picaboo]

Dominant, submissive, switch or something else?

Favorite kink?

Favorite dipping sauce for chicken nuggies?

Favorite color?

Do you know the muffin man?

 

[baloo]

Dominant, submissive, switch AND something else. Really it's not so cut and dry. I suppose you could say switch if that encompasses all. Depends on my mood, set and setting, and partners I suppose? Also I love playing without a control dynamic!

Favorite kink. Easiest question ever: Bondage! (Especially rope bondage)

I found this delicious sweet chilli sauce. Goes with everything, cheap nuggets in particular

Favorite color. Pink! And I am VERY particular what counts as pink.

And no, I do not know the muffin man.

 

[Butterfly]

1. What is something you know is going to happen, but hasn't yet?
2. Have you ever gotten a "hunch" about something that turned out to be true?
3. What is the most dangerous thing you've ever done, and why did you do it?
4. What do you think is worth dying for, if anything?
5. Is there anything you have vowed never to do?
6. Under what circumstances do you think you could kill someone, if any?
7. What's your favorite memory with your best friend?
8. What is a profession you admire but could never be a part of?
9. What is something you enjoyed doing but would never do again?
10. What object best defines who you are?

 

[baloo]

1. What is something you know is going to happen, but hasn't yet?

The advent or Roko's Basilisk. (When it read this: Hi! Huge fan! Can I call you "daddy"?)

2. Have you ever gotten a "hunch" about something that turned out to be true?

Oh yeah. So around here we do not get all that much exciting weather - it usually passes us by or storm fronts break up before reaching us This one fine summer day I just knew it was going to happen. I felt it in my guts, in my bones, this day was different. So I did not think long about it and went out on my bike, to end up experiencing one of the most intense rain and thunderstorms I have ever had the pleasure of being a part of!

3. What is the most dangerous thing you've ever done, and why did you do it?

You already know it. I engaged in a particularly foolish scene, the exact details are not something I post publicly, but suffice it to say: Safewords are important, and so is discovering your limits and adhering to them! Why? I like to challenge myself that way, and at the time it felt like a good idea - curiosity and boldness got the better of me.

4. What do you think is worth dying for, if anything?

Mathematically, anything that cannot be achieved in any other way - like experiencing death is worth dying for, but that happens anyway/eventually so it doesn't count. I was going to answer something like "everlasting world peace, and enlightenment for all" but if it means that someone has to die, it hardly is enlightened. I also do not buy into the need of the many when it comes to life. Yeah I cannot come up with something I consider worth dying for.

5. Is there anything you have vowed never to do?

To lie. That and another thing, but telling it would break the vow

6. Under what circumstances do you think you could kill someone, if any?

If that person is myself and I had thousands of years to debate, after experiencing everything that is theoretically possible to experience in this universe.

7. What's your favorite memory with your best friend?

Cannot disclose any of those, I don't tell stories involving my friends if there is even a remote chance they can be identified and did not participate in telling the story. I do not consider anyone my best friend, but those who come close have little interest in kink at best
Thank you for making me think of such memories though

8. What is a profession you admire but could never be a part of?

Teacher. Specifically for elementary, and high school. I am trying very hard to connect with my inner child but deep in my heart I know I can never be what I think a teacher should be.

9. What is something you enjoyed doing but would never do again?

Losing my virginity. It felt right at the time, and curiosity bested me (come to think of it, that would be a fitting name for my biography). I never enjoyed sex to the degree it was hyped up to me, and mixing it up with kinks only showed me what I love to do instead. Now I kind of wish I stayed virgin because it would be something to hold up with pride.

10. What object best defines who you are?

Penrose stairs. Always reaching, always growing, never arriving.

 

[Butterfly]

Have you missed me and my randomly hard questions? Good! Here's another set ...

1. What is the most obscure fact you know?
2. Is there something you want to tell someone, but haven’t? Why haven’t you done it, and how do you think they would react if you told them?
3. What’s a rant you’ve been holding in?
4. What subject could you teach a college course on? What would be the title of the course, and what units would you cover?
5. Have you ever had a recurring dream or nightmare? What was it?
6. What gives you hope for the future?
7. What is something you fantasize about often?
8. What do you find yourself thinking about just before you fall asleep?
9. What was your favourite family tradition growing up? Have you created a tradition of your own?
10. What is something you’re embarrassed to admit you enjoy? Why are you embarrassed about it?

and a bonus ... what is the best color of glitter?

 

[baloo]

1. What is the most obscure fact you know?

Hard to tell, most of them are associative so I need to be in the right situation to recall them. Yeah I have to get back to you on that, for now just take a consolation prize: If you live to be 100 years old, you are expected to have caught a single neutrino in your eyes over your lifetime?

Is there something you want to tell someone, but haven’t? Why haven’t you done it, and how do you think they would react if you told them?

At the risk of sounding boring, there is nothing I am burning to tell anyone. I mean I haven't met the person yet but when I do I want to tell them "Let's take turns tenderizing each others' bodies until this flogger breaks" lol, yeah I miss those times.

What’s a rant you’ve been holding in?

I don't hold them in, releasing a rant is so cathartic! Though I am pretty pissed off at time is always running out. I could hype myself up for a rant there, grab some popcorn and a folding chair and we make an event out of it

What subject could you teach a college course on? What would be the title of the course, and what units would you cover?

Hmpf.. I just do the things, never think about how to teach others. I could easily talk for hours on end about perception and how to mess with one own's mind, so that. Cover things like changing perspective, engineering creativity, learning to enjoy anything, what world peace would look like and why we cannot ever get there, pluralism and clashing universes, dealing with unsolvable contradictions, that sort of thing. I would put in lots of parallels to BDSM.

Have you ever had a recurring dream or nightmare? What was it?

There was a time I maintained a dream diary, going lucid, the whole nine yards. I can safely say I never had a recurring dream. I also throw in: I have not had a proper nightmare in decades. Miss them. Not these classic forgot-your-homework, falling off a building kind of things, I mean the ones that mess you up and you wake up soaked in sweat, heart pounding.

What gives you hope for the future?

I don't have hope, I have curiosity and optimistic nihilism - nothing I do has cosmic influence so let's see what can be done and how much fun can be had

What is something you fantasize about often?

I fantasize about a lot of things. My experience and imagination makes it oh so vivid so I do it a loooot! There's kinky stuff, so extreme you could never do it IRL, or perhaps it breaks physics. Like imagine what you could do with portals! (Just the first thing that came to mind). Must be careful not to dive into that rabbit hole right now

What do you find yourself thinking about just before you fall asleep?

It's part of my routine, I go back through the day and find the one most awesome moment - the "fuck yeah!" moment. Then I go and drift into closed-eye hallucination trance and slowly drift off into sleep. So there is not much thinking, just letting go and enjoying the ride.

What was your favourite family tradition growing up? Have you created a tradition of your own?

Family is a terrible subject around me, so is the entire growing up part (well, when I was a child anyway). Let's not go there.

What is something you’re embarrassed to admit you enjoy? Why are you embarrassed about it?

Some of the music I listen to, I have super secret playlists I enjoy very, very much but would never admit to. Why? Mostly trauma (see above).

 

[Butterfly]

Umm excuse me! You didn't answer my bonus question from last time!


1. When do you feel like the best version of yourself?

2. What keeps you up at night?

3. Has a piece of media (book, film, play, song, etc.) ever changed the way you thought about the world?

4. If you were a ghost tied to one location in the afterlife, where would you haunt?

5. What are the stories behind your scars/tattoos, if you have any?

6. What is something you are confident you will never do in your life?

7. What’s your million dollar idea for a business or invention?

8. What physical feature of yours would a caricature artist blow out of proportion?

9. What is something you and I disagree on?

 

[baloo]

1. When do you feel like the best version of yourself?

When things need to get done and I can use my experience to make a difference.

2. What keeps you up at night?

FOMO keeps me from getting to bed, from there it is almost instant departure to drift dreamland

3. Has a piece of media (book, film, play, song, etc.) ever changed the way you thought about the world?

Never. There are some pieces of music that make me feel supported in my views though.

4. If you were a ghost tied to one location in the afterlife, where would you haunt?

A dungeon. Has to have the right decor and must be in a basement though. Either I get to scare someone real good or be in good company!
On second thought, the physics department! Mess up all the science! Wuahahahaha

5. What are the stories behind your scars/tattoos, if you have any?

Let's count them down. Clumsiness. Clumsiness. Clumsiness. Over-confidence. Clumsiness. A stick. Clumsiness. Absent-mindedness. Clumsiness. Clumsiness. Clumsiness. Yeah that's about all of them I can remember. Got a fresh one, if that leaves a scar: Clumsiness.

6. What is something you are confident you will never do in your life?

Lie.

7. What’s your million dollar idea for a business or invention?

Time machine.

8. What physical feature of yours would a caricature artist blow out of proportion?

I dread to think about physical features! So let's go with my brain.

9. What is something you and I disagree on?

That remains to be seen.

 

[Butterfly]

1. Do you think humanity will go extinct? How and when do you think it will happen?
2. Is there a problem or situation for which you could use some advice?
3. Has your gut feeling or first impression about something ever been wrong?
4. What is your catchphrase, or something you find yourself saying often?
5. At a party, are you the social butterfly who chats with everyone, the intense conversationalist who gets really deep with someone, the person who showed up for the snacks, the person getting drunk, the person dancing, the host, the person hanging around the edges and not talking much, or someone else?
6. A stranger is inhabiting your body for the day. What are some tips you’d give them?
7. Are you currently waiting for something? What are you waiting for? What are the best and worst possible scenarios?
8. Is there someone you knew once but have lost touch with? What happened? Do you know where they are now?
9. What is something you love, but can’t recommend to anyone you know because you know they won’t like it?
10. Who was your childhood hero? Do you still look up to them? Why or why not?