As requested:
When I initially asked for denial, I wanted a challenge. I wanted to prove myself as worthy by sticking with something and submitting to the will of others. However, I failed. Of my five days, I made it through three, and they were tough. With each edge I completed, my balls felt increasingly sore and served as a constant reminder of my restriction. I eventually couldn’t sleep with how much it occupied my brain, nor could I think straight. I couldn’t handle it, and I decided to quit two days early. I am sorry. I took your orders and betrayed them for my own satisfaction. In the future, I will make sure to think things through. I will not waste your time. In exchange for forgiveness, I am willing to subject myself to pain as a reminder of my misdeeds. Seeing as I was ordered 5 days, completed 3, and left 2, 5*3*2=30 ball slaps are in store for me. Additionally, since I crave the taste of freedom so badly, it’s only fitting to release into my mouth. I hope this is enough.