Well... that happened.
New Year's Day hit and I realised I'm not getting any younger. I will soon hit the point of being undesirable and am probably already past age for many...so I decided to make my resolution: 'fully embrace kink and find a way to become the deviant I am!'
It's not easy i'm not in a situation that allows privacy. But I do intend to get out of this multiple decade long rut and become hopefully a perverted little content creator by 2026 and before it's too late to do meaningfully!
Step 1: I need to commit every day to a lewd thing to build my mindset. I eventually intend hopefully to become fully embraced on social media as a perverted deviant making sex content for an audience. So!
I'm going to eat cum every day I can! At first it will be my own. This is to build a submissive mindset and get used to hopefully being more of a cum swallower for the many perverts I will please along the way <3
So I went onto get dare to start my journey. You can imagine my surprise seeing the Goodbye page!
A huge thank you to Butterfly for starting this place! I was feeling very lost as to how to get this journey started and hold myself to it.
Without further ado. Day 1 of eating cum every day and finding ways to be a submissive internet owned slut!
Day 1 is not very eventful, as with many initial cummings it has to be done discreet so waited till I was alone and jacked off quickly. I started by humping my pillow then when I got close jerked in earnest, building myself up quickly...then edged a good few times!
Feeling squirmy and warm and glowy I continued to a ruined orgasm! Then as it oozed out and I was still feeling like a slut I simply scooped it and right into my mouth. Swirled my tongue and swallowed. Tasted...about as you'd expect for cum but left me wanting more!
So there you have it day 1 of eating cum every day until I'm a gooning content creator slut!
I also intend to build up exercise. Not gotten around to it yet but future blogs will also detail exercise. I have an at home treadmill. As part of my idea I think I need to lose weight so focus on cardio. As little muscle as possible as I want to become girly and almost like that 'trap mode aesthetic' meme that did the rounds a while back...imagine if I become a girly femboy pornslut that would be the dream! <3
Please do reply with suggestions to help hasten my journey and ideas for tasks and lewd things I could do to build up my confidence and get into this life. I would love some task suggestions and would definitely appreciate and do a lot whenever I can <3 please help me become a deviant slut for all to use and become a kinky slave content creator!
New Year's Day hit and I realised I'm not getting any younger. I will soon hit the point of being undesirable and am probably already past age for many...so I decided to make my resolution: 'fully embrace kink and find a way to become the deviant I am!'
It's not easy i'm not in a situation that allows privacy. But I do intend to get out of this multiple decade long rut and become hopefully a perverted little content creator by 2026 and before it's too late to do meaningfully!
Step 1: I need to commit every day to a lewd thing to build my mindset. I eventually intend hopefully to become fully embraced on social media as a perverted deviant making sex content for an audience. So!
I'm going to eat cum every day I can! At first it will be my own. This is to build a submissive mindset and get used to hopefully being more of a cum swallower for the many perverts I will please along the way <3
So I went onto get dare to start my journey. You can imagine my surprise seeing the Goodbye page!
A huge thank you to Butterfly for starting this place! I was feeling very lost as to how to get this journey started and hold myself to it.
Without further ado. Day 1 of eating cum every day and finding ways to be a submissive internet owned slut!
Day 1 is not very eventful, as with many initial cummings it has to be done discreet so waited till I was alone and jacked off quickly. I started by humping my pillow then when I got close jerked in earnest, building myself up quickly...then edged a good few times!
Feeling squirmy and warm and glowy I continued to a ruined orgasm! Then as it oozed out and I was still feeling like a slut I simply scooped it and right into my mouth. Swirled my tongue and swallowed. Tasted...about as you'd expect for cum but left me wanting more!
So there you have it day 1 of eating cum every day until I'm a gooning content creator slut!
I also intend to build up exercise. Not gotten around to it yet but future blogs will also detail exercise. I have an at home treadmill. As part of my idea I think I need to lose weight so focus on cardio. As little muscle as possible as I want to become girly and almost like that 'trap mode aesthetic' meme that did the rounds a while back...imagine if I become a girly femboy pornslut that would be the dream! <3
Please do reply with suggestions to help hasten my journey and ideas for tasks and lewd things I could do to build up my confidence and get into this life. I would love some task suggestions and would definitely appreciate and do a lot whenever I can <3 please help me become a deviant slut for all to use and become a kinky slave content creator!