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Perhaps I shouldn’t have come. All I have done until now was in the safety of my own room. Not even once, I had left those four walls of my bedroom during one of the many tasks. The downstairs floor to intimidating. If I can’t masturbate in my own kitchen, then I certainly shouldn’t be here. But then again… Those are probably the nerves talking. Right? Most people would call me an introvert after meeting me. I probably can talk a bit more during social events. But what would I talk about? My somewhat boring job or the rainy weather? Or perhaps about my kinks that I like to act on online and what I keep a secret from everyone else. That would be a great topic if only….

Somewhere in my train of thoughts the front door opened already. The dark hallway almost empty. No pictures. No carpet. Just white walls and one coat hanger with some fabric. As soon as I step inside, I feel a new text coming in. The buzzing in my pocket immediately brings out my desire to play. I never imagined that a text message could bring this feeling. The again, I never imagined doing this as well.

“Close the door. Blindfold yourself with the cloth. Take of your coat. Hang it up.”

Four simple instructions to follow. I close the door quickly anxious for what is to come afterwards. The white walls slowly disappear as my eyesight goes black. Taking of the coat was another easy part. But finding that damned hanger without actually realizing how high or low it was takes frustratingly too much time. Why do you have to make it so difficult sometimes? Couldn’t I have put the blindfold on after hanging the coat? I know better then to question you out loud but in my mind you can’t hear me. I hope. Your low chuckle isn’t missed by me. I am glad my struggles entertain you.

“Stop. You are taking too long. Just drop it. And everything else you are wearing can join it on the floor.”

My fingers shake slightly as I unbutton my blouse and pants. The cool temperature from outside made its way in during the short time the door was open. Goosebumps form all along my arms. Maybe from the excitement, nerves or the cold. Or even all three. I can hear you take a few steps. Nothing else tells me how far or near you are. No touch or breath across my skin. If it wasn’t for your voice I still could have been inside those four safe walls. “I said everything”. You’re getting impatient and I can’t blame you. Without a second thought the clips of my bra are unhooked and it slowly falls to the floor. My underwear quickly follows. Not seeing you makes me want to cover up. I don’t. I know you will punish me for it. You have done so in the past. Multiple times for doing something I hadn’t been given permission for. It seems like a few minutes have passed already before I sense you again. My hair isn’t that long, but it reached beyond my shoulders. Your fingertips softly drag across my neck as you move my hear back. The faint feeling of your touch is replaced by the hard leather f a color tight around my neck. Before I can react it is already secured and being tugged on. No other way then to follow you away from the door. We make more turns than any other house has had in my entire life. You’re playing with me. I know it. And exactly that thought makes me a little bit wetter. The dark and endless maze of corners stop when you pull me up the stairs.

“Stay still”. He says as the constant pull on the leash falls away. “Give me your hands”. I can feel handcuffs being placed around my wrists. Together with some more metallic sounds as you move around me. Never really touching, but not going far away. Without warning my hands are being pulled up. Not high enough yet to lift me from the ground. No doubt in my mind says they could go that far up. “Spread your legs”. Your finger finds my entrance easily as you forcefully shove one inside. “Quite wet for me already. That is good. Makes the next step a whole lot easier”. Your finger leaves me as quickly as it came. Almost leaves me wanting more. But I know I don’t have to wait long with you. As I finish the thought, I can feel something else near my vagina. It feels like two connected balls as they are slowly being pushed further and further. I don’t have much training with inserting things. You know that. Which is probably why you are being kind with your speed. “I’ll let you get used to these for a few seconds”.

“I am going to enjoy this weekend. Having you all to myself. Unfortunately, I forgot to pick up a few things. So I have to go out. Not to worry though. I have a nice plan to keep you entertained”. A low vibrating starts from the balls as they come alive. “Do you feel that?” It is getting stronger by the second. The sound it creates becoming harder as well. “Yes”.

“Remember to always call me sir.”
“Yes, sir. I’m sorry, sir”.

“Don’t worry. You’ll make it up to me soon enough.” I feel his finger slide through my slit, forcefully pressing on my clit as I squirm at the touch. “Every 5 minutes these balls will intensify. And every time you feel it increasing in tempo you’ll thank me out loud. Make sure you don’t cum. Make sure you don’t miss the window for the thank you and maybe you’ll be rewarded once I get back. Failure obviously gets punished”. One more pull on the handcuffs puts me on tiptoes after which I hear the front door open and close. With the vibrating balls taking over all feeling and sound, I can’t escape the building pressure that is quickly rising. I can only hope you don’t leave me here long.
 
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I don’t remember the times I thanked him for increasing the vibrations. Or the amount of minutes that passed by during his shopping trip. All I was concerned about was getting my release. The sound of the front door opening didn’t register in my mind. Neither did his footsteps on the stairs. The low chuckle that escaped his lips at the sight of my predicament didn’t escape me though. It sounded like the release I have been craving for. Hopefully in the literal sense of it. However small that chance might be.

His fingertips brush against my ribcage slowly gliding underneath my breasts. A tingling sensation follows his path. “You did good”. I almost don’t know what felt better. The light stroke or his praise. Whichever it was, internally I am begging even more for a release. “Thank you, sir.” I managed to say between my labored breaths. His arms surround me from behind. I’m craving for his touch. I have been for a while, but now we finally meet. Now I don’t need to fantasize about it. I feel a sharp tug on my nipples. “Can you handle more?” Another quick tug. “Not much more, sir. I’m sorry.” Another tug. “Beg” pinch “me” pinch “to” pinch “stop” pinch “it”. This time he keeps pulling. My nipples sensitive from the stimulation I already received. “Please, sir, stop. I can’t take more”. My nipples are released from his grasp and not long after the balls stop vibrating. “I’m in a good mood. So I’ll make you a deal. Interested?”

“Yes, sir.” Knowing he would go ahead with his plans anyway. We established that relationship early on in our games. Unless I say our safe word, I am his. Whatever he wants, will happen eventually. “You managed 42 minutes today. I am going to spank you until your ass cheeks are a nice color. And until they are, those balls will remain inside of you. No matter how wet you might be and how slippery the balls can get. They will remain inside of you.” His point is made clear when his finger slides threw my slit. A shiver running up my body at the sudden contact. “If you succeed in keeping the balls in, I will turn them back on and reward you with an orgasm. If you fail. We will repeat this all again tomorrow. How about that?” I am not rewarded many orgasms. I can’t count the weeks I have been deprived of one on my hands. He knows this. Whatever he would have said, a chance at an orgasm will always win over my rational side. A nod of acknowledgement is all he needs.

The first hit took me by surprise. No shuffling around to get a belt. No warning. Just one hard hit to my right ass cheek. The second was expected. My body reacts on its own to all the spanks that follow. Each time my skin becomes a little bit more sore. I can only imagine how red it can be by now. Each time the belt comes down, my legs start to give out a bit. The balls already at the entrance. So close to slipping out. Two more spanks. Two more times they almost slip out. One more spank. My upper thighs are soaked with my own juices. One more spank and I can feel them pop-out. “Tss.. Tss.” My ass is on fire, my pussy screaming for attention and no orgasm. “So close. I am almost done. Just a few more spanks and your ass is bright and shiny. I did tell you, the balls needed to be in for the duration of the spanking. So open up those lovely legs of yours.” This time he wasn’t so gentle as the first time he guided them inside. As he pulled his hand away from my folds I feel his fingers brush past my clit. I can’t stop the gasp that escapes as he does so. “My bad”.

After three more spanks the balls drop again and again. Each time they get shoved back in harsher than the last time. “I am getting tired of picking them up. So I am changing the rules. I will spank you ten more times. For every time you drop the balls in those ten spanks, I will continue with five spanks on that nice clit of yours. Count them out for me”. Once more the balls get shoved inside. Once more does he brush past my clit. Obviously to show me how bad the spanking will be on it. “One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six.” My ass cheeks are burning. They can’t be any other color then red. “Seven. Eight.” The balls drop once more. The feeling I have been dreading since the rules changed. I really tried to keep them in. I tried to avoid additional spanks. “Nine. Ten.”

“That makes five to the clit. Ready?”
 
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“I believe you have been standing around long enough”. Every spot on my body sensitive to the small wind that is going around. The slaps to my clit made sure it accompanies my ass in agony. Yet the need for an orgasm overshadows all of it. I truly believed I got to have one. In my head I fantasized, being pushed against the wall as soon as I stepped inside the house. Stripped naked with brute force before given the release I endlessly desire since you ripped them from my grasp those few weeks ago. Not caring if you closed the door in the meantime. Not caring if anyone saw. You did that to me. You created this deprived version of myself that would jump through a hoop for the slightest brush of your fingers. Yet those brushes you have been given me are not satisfying my cravings in the least. “I’d like some pictures to remember our weekend by. You can choose if I take them now or after a short bath.” Unsteady on my legs as you lower my arms down, you gently guide me to a chair. “I would like a bath first, sir”.

“Very well.” Without warning you cup my pussy. While pressing down I can smell your cologne getting stronger. “Do you enjoy this?” Four simple words whispered in my ear. “Y- Yes, sir”. His hand moves away immediately. “Enjoy this?” Before I can ask what he is referring to I can feel ice against my pussy lips. “It is very cold, sir.” You are again close to me. “That isn’t what I asked.” The soft escape of air you make as you grin at my reply isn’t lost on me. “I like it for you, sir.” The ice almost gone already. “Then let’s enjoy it more.” My wrist duct taped to the chair. My legs following the same theme. A small strip gets taped just below my nipples. I don’t grasp the idea behind it until you lay a few ice cubes against each nipple. Of course, you aren’t gone hold them there. You rather sit back and watch me squirm. You push my legs open wider and I feel the first ice cube being pushed inside. Followed by a second. You’re going slow. Savoring every second. After the second, you place two new ones at my nipples again. A third into my pussy. A fourth. Two extra at my nipples. You repeated it once more. The first ice cubes already melted. “I have twelve cubes left. The bath has to wait a bit longer. You don’t mind, right?” Before I can respond you place duct tape over my mouth. “That’s what I thought”. The cold water from the cubes at my nipples creates streams across my stomach. All the water ending up near my entrance. I can’t help but shiver as everything feels cold.

“Now the bath—if you can find it.” The next thing I feel is the duct tape being removed, freeing me from the chair. Complete silence afterwards. No footsteps. No further instruction. Just silence. Debating in my head if moving off the chair is a good idea or not. He never said I should stay. I easily slip off the chair, taking all the cold water with me. “Took you long enough. Count to fifty. Find the bathroom before the water cools.” I hear him walk away as I start counting out loud. Water is running somewhere downstairs. It has to be downstairs. The sound is too soft to be anywhere close by. This is why he let me through a kind of maze downstairs. He planned for me to get lost. He’d always said he enjoyed watching the frustration when mundane tasks turn into challenges. The coat hanger. And now this.

At a slow pace I shuffle forward with my hands in front of me. Find the door. Find the stairs. First these two tasks and then I’ll worry about the actual bathroom downstairs. Finding the door is easy. Following your footsteps in my mind as I sweep one foot in front of the other. The stairs directly to the left. Exactly as I remember from just a few hours earlier. “You made it already”. I can’t help but jump back a little. I didn’t expect you to randomly pop up. But then again, it is something you would do. Which you have just proven again. “I have something fun planned, which I don’t want to wait on anymore. So, I’ll give you the directions to the bathroom. But in exchange I’ll tie your wrist behind your back.” The metal cuffs from earlier find their way around my wrists once more. “You go straight, left, and then the second door on the right. I’ll be right behind you.” A little push in the right direction. Figuratively and literally. Unsure of my steps I start to move again. Careful to not hit a wall at full speed. The first corner I did just that. Luckily I’m taking small steps. Pressing myself against the right wall to feel the doors. Feeling the first one and the second following soon after. “Good job. I’ll remove the tape on your wrist and mouth and then you can get in the tub.”
 
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The bath was nice and hot. Relaxation spread quickly through my muscles. Hanging from the ceiling asks surprisingly much from your body. A hot bath was exactly what I needed to continue the entire weekend. “Put your feet over the sides”. I almost forgot you were in here with me. Something I should never do. It is dangerous to be horny and forgetting about you. I slowly comply with your order. Slowed down by my protesting muscles and confused mind. “You still owe me for not calling me sir earlier. I think it is time for your punishment.” You guide my hands to the faucet behind my head before softly locking them in handcuffs. “Simple rule: don’t come. Clear?”

“Yes, sir”. I don’t have to wait long before I understand why you said that as the vibrator you are reaching for comes into view. The buzzing echoes through the bathroom. The vibrating water reaches my clit before the vibrator can even touch it. The moment it comes in contact with my needy center all the horny feelings from earlier return in tenfold. All I want is to come. I need it at this point. No matter how much I try to shy away from it, you manage to keep it in place. Annoyingly so. “Infuriating isn’t it?” You ask as you put the vibrator on the next level. “To want something and being denied the pleasure. That is all I want. Having the pleasure of hearing you say ‘Sir’. This one simple thing.” I know I should concentrate on what you are saying, but I can’t seem to. “Who do you belong to?”

“I belong to you, sir”. Five simple words that are as true as they can come. “Good. Now, be a good girl and stop fidgeting”. The next few minutes were harder than anything else today. My body trying to get away from the vibrating torture down below with my head screaming at it to stay. “I believe this will suffice. Dry yourself off and meet me upstairs.” My center dripping wet from more than the water as I step out of the warmth. I walk up the stairs as confident as I can. Taking pictures always makes me nervous. We started this without any. Slowly warming up to the idea of sending any pictures. Evolving from detailed pictures to more parts of my body. Finally ending on full body shots. Although you don’t ask for those often, knowing how I feel. “I would like a few pictures if that is okay” I nod as I take my place in front of you. Kneeling at your feet. “If I could I’d take endless ones, but I’ll settle for five. First one kneeling. Hands behind your head.” ‘Click’.

Guiding me through the next few pictures with ease. Going from kneeling to hanging from the ceiling once again. Next came the nipple clamps in view as my clit had endured enough for the short future. The fourth picture fully clothed with handcuffs, a blindfold and a gag. All different poses for you to remember the weekend by. “We are going on a walk.” You say as you hand me the shoes I left behind at the front door. “Somewhere during the walk you will tell me to get my camera for a final picture. If you don’t, I’ll make sure you’d wished you had.” We start the walk to the front door just like when I entered. “Do not talk to anyone. Do not look at anyone. The only words I want to hear are for the picture”. I nod as you open the front door. The cold evening air immediately starts flowing in. Grateful you take my jacket from the hanger at the last minute before guiding me outside. It takes a few minutes before we are outside of the city center. Walking past loud cafés and clubs full with dancing people. Most people we come across go towards the center to enjoy their night out with friends or their partner. You purposely guide me away. Knowing I would never choose a spot with that many people around.

A small park, a deserted street, a street with no lights, another park. All good locations I could have chosen. Somehow the streets become known again. Something that can only happen if we are turning back. Time is running out. As you guide me into a slightly lit alley way I timidly speak up. “Could you please get your camera, sir?” Your smile grows wide with anticipation. “Of course. In the meantime, you can get into position. I already have one picture with your clothes on. And we both know I much prefer you without. Strip for me.” You start to search your bag for the camera. No turning back now. I strip naked as fast as I can. Hoping you let me get dressed before anyone walks by. As I hand my clothes over to you, I get into position. ‘Click’.
 
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“Stay still. I need another one for my personal archive”. You take out a second camera. My body slightly lit up by the street lights at the end of the alley. Conversations from people walking close by getting louder. We’re close by the city center again. I should have stopped for the picture sooner. The park was darker and further away from accidental exposure. You are taking your time with the second picture. We both know it is intentional. ‘Click.’ Finally you take it with the second camera. “You can dress. Underwear stays off.” I quickly reach for my clothes that are on a neatly folded stack on the ground. As fast as I can, I get dressed as the voices of a friends group gets closer. The minute I tug my shirt down the group rounds the corner of the alley. Painfully aware that my underwear are still on the ground we let them pass in silence. “Just in time. Now, pick up your underwear and hold it in your hands. We are going to drop them somewhere nice for someone to find.”

We slowly make our way back towards his apartment. Purposely taking the long way around, passing couples and friends more often than in the beginning. The underwear, my underwear, burning my hands with excitement and shame. He stops beside a small bench in one of the busier streets. He reached into his pocket and produces a larger envelope and sharpie. “We are going to leave a nice package for someone to find. Write down ‘For the lucky finder. Hope you have a great night.’ and place your underwear inside.” I do as he tells me, quickly writing down the words before stuffing my black laced panties inside. “Good girl. Before we seal it, I have one more thing to add.” From his second pocket he takes a polaroid picture, the street lights makes it easy to see it is of me in the alley way. The pose with my hands behind my head and legs spread gives a good view of my breasts and pussy. My face isn’t visible but everything else is. The other photo definitely has my face on it, the one for his personal collection. “I think that is a nice package to find. Don’t you think? Now get on your knees and lick the edge to seal it shut.” With no one around I quickly get down on my knees, holding out my tongue as you guide the envelope down. “Stay.” I watch you place the envelope on the bench. My written message proudly facing forward for everyone that passes to see.

As we walk away I can’t help but nervously look back at the bench. The thought of someone randomly finding the envelope and all items inside makes me strangely excited. No way in hell would I have done something like this if you had instructed me to do so over our normal chat. I would have backed out of it and taken any punishment you deemed fit. With your eyes on me and the confidence of your voice as you command me to do these things, I can’t help but obey. We pass two other benches before you tell me to sit down. The bench with the envelope still in sight, but barely being able to see it clearly in the dark. “Put your hands behind your back.”, you quietly whispers in my ear. If anyone was looking, it looked like a sweet scene from a romantic movie. But we both know this isn’t just for romantics. I can feel the metal from the cuffs before I even hear the clicking sound. They’re tight enough to keep my hands in place without really cutting off circulation. Cuffed to a bench, waiting restlessly for someone to take the envelope I would rather shred to pieces. My eyes keep darting over to the bench in question as the first couple walks passed without giving it a glance. You unzip my pants and slowly guide one of your hands inside, resting it just above my pussy.

“It is quite busy today. So, we will sit here and wait for 15 people or groups to walk past. If none of them pick up the envelope, then I’ll take it off the bench. But every time someone walks past without taking it, my hand will move a bit lower.” The first couple is quickly followed by a group of girls, too busy talking amongst themselves to notice the envelope. His hand slides a bit lower as promised. His index finger quickly finding a place on my clit. It doesn’t take long before an elderly couple walks passed. Every time someone comes close to the bench my hearts starts to race and my breath hitches in my throat. A jogger and a woman walking her dog moves past it, his fingers now in reach of my entrance. His thumb taking up a place on my clit, firmly pushing down. A man walks by the bench alone. After a few steps past the bench he turns back as he is eyeing the envelope.
 
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I can see him looking around, seeing if there are hidden camera’s or people that are playing a prank. In my head it takes ages for him to make a decision. I don’t realize I was holding my breath, but as I see him walking away empty handed I can feel myself releasing it. The same breath gets rushed back in as I feel your fingers curl inside me. Not moving, but just their presence there makes me out of breath. My body unconsciously tries to lean forward, but gets prevented by my cuffed hands. It doesn’t take long before another group of people walk by, which again ignores the envelope. My hope builds up every time someone walks past without batting an eye. Just a few more people and my dirty picture and underwear aren’t given out to some stranger. Another dog walker goes by and your fingers begin a steady pace of pushing in and out. A whimper escapes my lips and I try to maintain some dignity out in the open. “Don’t make a sound.” You whisper in my ear again, as you increase your tempo because of yet another group of girls. Just two more people to go. It seems as if everybody already arrived in the city center as the road becomes quiet.

It takes a few minutes before the next person walks into view. Your view actually, as my eyes closed some time ago from the sensation you’re giving me. My breaths have become shallow and my head is leaning back on the bench. Thoughts of public spaces have been thrown out the window as your hands make me feel good. Not good enough yet, though. Each time backing off from that edge I so desperately want to jump off from. Your hand stills and I can finally catch my breath. “Open your eyes.” Begrudgingly I slowly open them, just in time to see someone pick up the envelope. My envelope. You take back your hand and it leaves a cold place down below where it used to be. “Lick it clean.” My envelope is gone, my picture in the hands of some stranger, and at the mercy of them to do with as they pleases. On top of that humiliation I am licking your fingers on this bench I’m still cuffed to and am drenching in my juices. “You did good. Now go, ask him for his number and wish him a great evening. Pick a nice spot for him to sign his number on.” The cuffs are taken off and you hand me a sharpie before yanking me up. I walk slowly past the benches, giving the man enough time to put everything back into the envelope away from my view. He doesn’t know, I know what he is looking at and I don’t intend for him to find out. “Hi” -I say timidly- “I think you look very cute.” I need to get his number. If I return without I’ll surely get a punishment. Something I’m not looking forward to. “Thanks. You are very pretty.” A good start of this conversation. “Can I get your number?”

“Yes, should I put them in your phone?” I shake my head. You didn’t give me my phone as you expect me to get them written somewhere. But what spot would you deem a nice spot? “I don’t have my phone with me right now, perhaps you can sign it on me with my sharpie?” He eagerly takes the sharpie. The way his eyes widen as I pull my shirt up and expose my bra to him is almost comical. I would have reacted the same way if someone did this to me. “Maybe you can sign it on my breasts?” I ask innocently or as innocent as I can do with my shirt already raised up. The shake of his hands and the hitch of his breath isn’t lost on me. Perhaps I am lucky you made me strip down completely for the photo. Otherwise he would have definitely recognized my bra. Something that would be even more humiliating then standing in a street with my shirt raised up like a rock band groupie. “Thank you very much. I have to go, but have a great night.” I awkwardly wave him goodbye before hurrying back to you.

“Good job. You can show it to me when we get home.” He takes me hand and softly pulls me along, making a few turns before I can spot his front door for the second time today. The white hallway makes itself visible again as the door creaks open. “Take off everything before getting in this time.”
 
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The fresh air hits me once more time tonight as I hastily strip in front of your door. The phone number signed nicely above my left breast. You take my clothes as you let me through the door. It is tightly shut behind me. It is weird being back here even though we just left less than two hours ago. So many things already happened in the meantime. A collar is placed around my neck as the blindfold finds it place on my eyes again. Both familiar for me throughout the night. “As you have been good today, we will mostly relax for the evening. You’ll need all your strength for tomorrow.” I can hear the humor in your voice as you add the last part. A shudder goes through me with anticipation. My mind goes through all kind of scenarios tomorrow can bring. A sharp tug on the collar brings me back to reality as my mind was working overtime.

The stair we went up before towards the playroom is nowhere to be felt as you guide me towards the bedroom. Without warning you push me backwards. My fall broken by a soft mattress. The sound of clothes being taken off reaches my ears as I lay still on the bed. No commands were given. I’m not about to anger you so close to the finish line of today. Without a warning I can feel you pressing your lips to the inside of my thigh. So close to the part of me I actually want you. So close it is torture to endure such sweet soft lips. Your lips slightly moving up. Moving all the way to my clit. Just as I expect you to finally kiss me where I want you, you blow on my sensitive clit instead. An annoyed groan escapes my lips. You blow one more time for good measure before you continue your sweet torture on my other thigh. Kissing me slowly, higher and higher before moving away completely.

“Move further on the bed. Arms and legs spread out. Mouth open.” Without question I do as you said. The first rope is already around my ankle before I opened my mouth. It’s not the first time you are impatient this late at night. The last rope is tied down before I can feel a cloth being pushed into my waiting mouth. “Enjoy the bed for as long as you’re allowed. When I’m done making you beg, you’ll sleep on the ground next to it.” Your fingers find their place on my clit. Pressing hard and unmoving. Your mouth follows quickly on one of my nipples. Sucking and biting softly making the hard peak even harder. Your mouth moves to the next one. Your fingers start to drum a steady rhythm on my clit. Trying to stay still, I still can’t help but squirm a little at the arousal your movements bring out. Soon your mouth is traveling lower, replacing your fingers on my clit. The sucking and biting a welcoming change down there. The gag in my mouth absorbing all sounds I’m almost embarrassed to make. I don’t have permission to cum. I’m well aware of that, but as you are pushing me closer to the edge I can’t stop thinking about the release it would give me. All I can think of is cumming with your name on my lips. As I am almost at the edge you pull away. Leaving the cool air of the room to wash away the feeling before diving back in.

You tease me this way more times than I wish to count. Each time bringing me to the edge before backing away. Just as I can’t take more of this, you start to add your fingers into my dripping slit. Bringing me closer and faster to the edge. Still backing away at the moment I need you the most to push through. “Had enough yet?” I move my head to indicate my answer. After the day we had and the days in denial I’m already counting these moves are too much. Every nerve is screaming at me to go further. My skin is sensitive to the faintest of touch, even a ghost could make my skin tingle. “I hear no objections.” You meanly state before diving back in. The moans and begging still drowned out in the gag. After a few more minutes you rip the gag out of my mouth while you’re still sucking on my clit. Your mouth replaced by your fingers inside me, pumping in and out in a relentless tempo. “Beg me.”

“Please sir, stop…” -the air leaves my lungs one more time as you move me to the edge.- “Please stop edging… edging me, sir. I can’t… take anymore.” Your fingers pull out and for a naïve second I believe my attempt worked. That is until your fingers forcefully return in an unforgiving pace. “Seeing as the first number in the phone number is 6. You’ll give me 6 more.” The cloth is pushed back into my mouth as you guide me through 6 more edges. Each one making my body ache more and more.
 
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The last edge is pulled from my soaked folds as you take out the cloth. Finally able to catch my breath properly for the first time since laying down. “You did well.” Proud fills me with a warm sensation, chasing away the sadness of another denied night. “The only problem is that you made my sheets wet without any consideration of my feelings.” We both know this was your plan all along. Without any other comment you shove the wet cloth gag into my pussy. “This should help with your uncontrollable leaking.” The ropes around my wrists and ankles disappear next, leaving me wanting more as I know the evening is coming to an end. “Get on the floor.” A short tug on the collar followed by a click lets me know this is my place for the evening. The cold laminate floor doing nothing to calm my screaming clit desperate for attention.

Stiff from the night, still sleepy due to the blindfold I can hear you walking in and out of the room. “I know you are awake. Your leash is loose. Get up.” My muscles are aching from all the edges, my clit and pussy lips sensitive as my legs close while standing up. “I prepared breakfast. As I am being so nice, you can start by putting on all items I laid out for you. Take of your blindfold and meet me at the dinner table.” My heart beats a little faster at your last sentence. I’ve been to your house a few times before. This is the first time you allow me to roam around the house without a blindfold. The first time you trust me to keep my eyes down on my own. The blindfold quickly finds itself neatly folded on the nightstand. As my eyes find the items on the bed. I should have known you weren’t going soft on me. Two pegs neatly placed on the bed above a white lace thong. I expected to find a short dress or something else suitable to wear outside as a slut. But this hadn’t crossed my mind.

“I’m feeling generous. So you can help me choose your task for today. Your friend from last night will help us wonderfully with his phone number as well.” The mere mention of our trip outside has me wetting the thong. “You will assign each number written on your breasts to a task. The only catch is that you don’t know which task might come later on.” My eyes are glued to the floor, but I can still see the outline of your smirk hovering above me. “Eat. We start when you’re finished.” The thought of eating slower crossed my mind. Although we both know the tasks aren’t set in stone yet. You might make it harder, you might double the number I assign just for your own pleasure. The throbbing in my clit a firm reminder of that. A reminder of who my body belong to. Who I belong to.

“Spanking first. We need to keep that nice colour on your ass cheeks for a little while longer. But as I explained you are in charge of picking the numbers. As a man of my word, I won’t change your picks. We’ll make sure to cross them out after picking them. Go ahead and pick two numbers to multiply for your spanks.” This is probably the first time you let me decide something this significant in all of our sessions. The first time you let your control go for a short while. It would be easy to choose 0 as my entire body is already sore from yesterday, but we both know spanking isn’t one of the harder tasks on your list. “I pick the 7 and an 8, sir.”

“Bent over the table, while I search for my best wooden spoon for this.” My breast press hard into the cold table as I lay my upper body on top of it. The pegs on my nipples biting harder with the added weight. Behind me you are going to drawers, probably biding some time for me to work up my nerves. We both know you already having a spoon in mind which will do this job perfectly. Your hard hand in spanks always brings out the best in each product you use. “Here it is. Nice and flat wooden spoon for your pink behind. For your numbers we will do 56 spanks today. You are going to count them all out loud as I do them. Each spank with the number five in the sequence will be followed by a unique ‘thank you’ to me. When you forget to do either one we will start at zero again. Do you understand?”

“Yes, sir. I understand.” The first hit took me by surprise and a small sound escaped my lips before I could stop it. “One.”
 
9.
The table underneath warmed by my flushed skin. My ass red and burning through the spanking I just received. Hard and unforgiving. You are making the most of all 56 spanks. Only once did I forget to thank you for this lesson. Only the first time we reached a spank with the number five didn’t I thank you properly before I realized it too late. The pegs on my nipples biting hard into my flesh as each new spank pushes my body forward a bit. “54. Thank you sir for showing this slut some discipline.” Only two more spanks to go before I am released. My mind already wandering to the next tasks that might be on your list. With two zero’s in the phone number I start to think I’m pretty lucky. “55. Thank you sir for spanking this slut hard.” The sounds of wood against my bare cheeks resonating loudly through the kitchen. “56. Thank you sir for putting this slut in her place.”

“You did good. Get up, remove the pegs and kneel before me.” Quickly following all three commands in order they are giving I find myself on the ground. My clit and ass both aching from the attention it is missing and just received too much. “Let’s pick our next number, shall we?” Your hands softly stroking through my hair and over my cheeks. One of them finds its place under my chin which tilts my head up. “Tell me. How many pictures are you sending to the gentleman of last night? Let’s say with face this time.” I’m sure the shock of this task is visible on my face. Will the task become more difficult each time or are you adding this one into the mix to make me use a low number? Not a lot of time is allowed before you demand an answer. “I’ll use a zero, sir.” Your smile returns to your face and I know I made just made the decision you were hoping for. “Zero it is. Next one then. Pick a number for the minutes you will sit blindfolded in the hallway.”

“I’d like to use the five, sir.” You instantly pull me up guiding me to the hallway. “Take off the thong.” I do as I’m told before taking a kneeling position on the floor. The familiar blindfold takes its place over my eyes, my hands finding their place behind my head as my knees part slightly. Kneeling for you as you always like. “Let’s start the timer on five minutes. If you move or make a sounds before I tell you to I will restart the time and we’ll start all tasks over again.” I do my best to sit still as instructed. Time slows down when kneeling in the dark. Quickly after the timer is start I hear the front door open and cold air hits my skin. My mind is screaming at me to cover up, but deep down it knows I would only have to do it again. Last night the risk of being seen was short, now it will last for five minutes. Five agonizing slow minutes that people can see me, inspect me, photograph me with me even knowing.

I try to picture this from the other side. How would I react if I ever saw a woman kneeling naked with her front door open. Would I stop and stare? Sneak a picture to show my friends or as evidence of this crazy story I could tell in the bar tonight? Before long I hear footsteps getting louder, clearly heading towards this part of the street. They keep getting louder until they come to a full stop. My mind working in overdrive, humiliated to be placed on display like this. The footsteps start again and start to fade into the background before I dare to take my next breath. Silence again until the footsteps start again, a dog barking somewhere else and some friendly chatter coming from multiple sides. I can only hope the timer runs out before any of them come close enough to see.

The dog barks closer now, close enough for the owner to see. The footsteps stop again and soon after a door closes across the street. Thankful that the neighbor probably didn’t notice anything. I can already feel my cheeks become red thinking about the next time I have to meet that neighbor on my way to one of our next play dates. Time is running down quickly I hope as the playful conversation I heard earlier turns into giggles. I immediately know what they are laughing at. Of course they are laughing at me. They stand still for far longer than the other two people who passed the front door. Their hushed conversation never wavering until I hear the front door close. “5 minutes are up.”

My thighs are soaked from the anticipation of getting caught. Who were the friends that saw me or the lonely person that first walked by? Hopefully I will never be reminded by this event from either of them while I’m out in the town. My clit throbbing even harder than last night. How that is even possible is beyond me. “Let’s go. We have three more tasks to go through before I make good on my promise from yesterday.”
 
10.
“The next two we will do at the same time. Seems like a good way to save some time. Go ahead and choose two numbers. One for the amount of edges you’ll do for me within the next half hour. The second for the minutes you will be inserting ginger in your cunt.” As I am sitting naked in front of you my mind keeps questioning whether I should use the high numbers or go for zero edges. We both know the edges from last night were wrecking. My clit still aching from that ordeal and now having to do it myself again seems like a hard task. An half hour to do all of them. I should be able to manage that. “I’ll do 8 edges sir and 9 minutes.” I’ll save the last digit, the last zero, for the next task. Glad knowing these two will be the last of the phone number tasks. “Very well. Start.” Your words get accompanied by a pieces of ginger laid on the table next to us.

The last time you used ginger on me, the burning didn’t stop once you took it out. It stayed way beyond the time I imagined. The burning sensation still very vivid within my mind. You haven’t used it on me since. Just the thought of it, the threat of it has been enough. This time, I’ll be the one to do it to myself. I carefully pick-up the already prepared piece of ginger as I spread my knees further apart. Your eyes tracing every move within any emotion on your face. The smell of the ginger hits me first as I guide it down towards my pussy. The carved piece of ginger hits my lips first, before I push it in further. My hips shifting involuntarily at the intrusion. The burning sensation hasn’t started yet, but I am already dreading it as I know what is to come. My fingers quickly find their place at my clit as I start to slowly circle it. I have 8 edges to do for you, knowing the burning sensation will only make it harder. Quickly picking up the pace as the fire from the ginger starts to come up. The first edge quickly rolling in. “Seven more to go.” You tell me with a grin on your face. I see you leaning back in the chair, getting comfortable as my fingers find my clit again for the next one.

Every minute the ginger is inside, my body tightens more. Every second the burning increases. My fingers pushing harder into my clit then I am meaning to due to it. The moans and hisses from the edges and ginger mix into each other. Each a fun melody for your ears I’m sure of. You simply sit and watch. Your eyes never straying from me. They track every twitch, every shake, every drop of sweat that rolls between my breasts. The second edge happens while the timer on your phone goes off. “Take it out,” you say softly. “Clean it with your mouth. Keep it in for your next edge.” I quickly get the ginger out and do as instructed. The ginger taste combined with my own juices a strange mix in my mouth. The burning slightly lower, but still on the front of my mind as I go back for the third edge. Already 9 minutes done and only two edges deep. Knowing I need to step up my speed if I want to finish all edges within the 30 minutes. The next one quickly follows. My thighs getting slicker with each edge.

“Four minutes left.” You are taunting me. Two edges left in four minutes. The last edge took me longer than four minutes and we both know it is unlikely I am getting this one done in time. The seventh edge took me slightly longer than two minutes. Your phone with timer has turned to face me somewhere along the way. A bright reminder of the time limit I am chasing. Without time to catch my breath I start on the last one. Circling my clit faster and harder than I’ve done with the other one. The edge is slowly approaching as the seconds tick by. With just 10 seconds on the timer left I hit the edge. “Keep it till the timer runs out.” A simple command, but nothing simple in doing it. It would be so easy to tip over the edge. So tempting to give in and take what my body is screaming for. Ten seconds slowly go down on the timer till it hits zero. I pull my fingers away from my pussy as if I’ve been burned. Any longer and I don’t think I could have hold it on the edge. As I pull my fingers away I almost collapse to the ground. Without noticing you appear in front of me, kneeling down to where I am on all fours. “Good girl.” A compliment that makes me proud. The soft fingers through my hair and across my cheek worth everything I did today. “Your last number will be the amount of orgasms I’ll allow you within the next week, starting tomorrow morning. Remind me again of the last number?” You say it like a question. We both know it already. Your grin widening as the words fully register in my mind. Stupid for choosing the numbers I did for the edges. Stupid for not seeing this coming. “It’s zero, sir.”
 
11.
I followed you upstairs without any fuss. I wouldn’t dare disobey you. No matter how on edge I am, no matter how desperate I was.. I am for an orgasm. The handcuffs are already hanging in the middle of the room. Flashbacks of yesterday come floating up. I can feel the restraints on my wrists just by looking at them. “Stand beneath them.” You’ve seen me eyeing the chain, the floor underneath spotless; ready to be used again. Unlike me. My hands find their place behind my head as I widen my stance. Giving you an unobstructed view of my body as you start circling me. Your hands slide across my shoulders, my back, between my breasts, down my belly. When they reach the place I need you the most I brace myself. But you don’t touch me there. You circle it. Teasing. Taunting. A hard press of your thumb against my clit has me moan out loud. “You’ve been dripping since the hallway. Did you want someone to see you?” I nod as I don’t trust my voice to betray me. You push again. Softer this time. A gentle correction on my behaviour. “Yes, sir.” I quickly stammer out in response. “Did you want someone to use you?” My voice catches. “Y-Yes, sir.” You murmur something, sounding pleased. You guide my arms towards the hanging cuffs. A metal clicking sound follows softly with each arm moved. “Keep your eyes down.” I obey. It isn’t long until your next command sounds through the room. “Look up.” My eyes meet my reflection. A full-length mirror moved in front of me as I can see myself locked up, given away all control to you. My reflection is flushed, marked, wide-eyed. “This is what you look like when you’ve had eight edges, zero orgasms, and all your dignity stripped away.” I nod. “Take it all in. I want you to remember this.”

Somewhere behind me you find the familiar balls again. My eyes tracking your movements as you come up behind me. I clench around them as you push them in again. Thankful that they aren’t vibrating yet. Knowing they will. “Yesterday you managed to stand here for 42 minutes. If you make it to 60, without begging, I will let you cum. Easy right?” Immediately I can feel the vibrations pick up. Sharper than yesterday. My thighs already slick from the edges. My head fuzzy with want. The vibrations hit with the rhythm of a heartbeat, unpredictable and always changing. Yesterday I could turn out everything. Nothing and no-one around to hold my attention in the present. This time I can feel you standing behind me. Your breath a whisper of a ghost every time you come closer. My thighs already trembling. The balls shifting inside with every tiny clench; with every adjustment between hanging on the cuffs and trying to balance on my toes. You said 60 minutes would be easy. I disagree.

The first 10 minutes pass in a haze. The vibrations climbing in strength every minute, or so it seems. My breath turns to shallow pants as my body is filled with unquenchable want. I watch my own reflection in the mirror. Chest heaving, nipples raw from the clamps and skin flushed. If anybody would see me now, they would think I was freshly fucked. How right and wrong that conclusion feels at the same time. More time passes, the vibrations change again. Every change pulls a small, choked sound out of me. Bringing me to the edge of begging over and over again. The inside of my cheek the only thing preventing me from fully crying out. I promised myself, when he pushed the balls in, that I wouldn’t beg this time.

“Still with me?” The small comments holding my mind exactly on the situation. My knees buckle; the cuffs catch my weight as I franticly nod. Eyes locked on yours in the mirror past my own wrecked reflection. Tears prick at the corners—not from pain, but from the cruel, perfect ache of being held right on the brink again. I refuse to beg. I try to focus on the burn in my shoulders, the ache in my calves, anything to anchor me besides the throbbing of my clit. My hips jerk forward seeking friction that isn’t there. The vibrations hitting a new pattern again as you walk in front of the mirror. One hand finds my cheek, the softness of it makes this all worth it. The other hand slowly moves towards my pussy. The moment your touch lands you whisper. “60 minutes are up. Such a good girl.”

Your thumb finds my clit, pressing firmly while the balls hit their highest speed pushing me closer to the edge once more. “You have earned one orgasm. Take it.”

-END
 
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