I was given a bedtime the other night by Deschut for 11pm. I thought this was super fun and did intend to be well behaved, however, I got distracted and despite numerous helpful reminders from kind KW members (including a very detailed countdown gleefully given), I did not follow my instructions. I do have underline reasons for this that I wasn’t as aware of until the time got closer but they’re not a good enough excuse to have disobeyed.
I ended up delaying my bedtime by 3.5 hrs. And when I did finally go to bed I did feel extremely guilty for not following instructions and for letting Deschut down, and sent a very apologetic message informing him of my poor choices and sadness for not fulfilling my instructions.
As appropriate, I was issued with a detailed punishment comprising of 7 separate tasks (including this blog post) each to last 30minutes, totalling the whole 3.5hrs I delayed my bedtime.
To prelude my tasks I was instructed to to write the following on my body in different colour permanent markers:
‘I will obey’ across my chest (used red)
‘Fuck toy’ on my right breast (pink)
‘Hurt me’ on my left breast ( blue)
‘Cum slut’ above my pussy (purple)
The colours are very vivid against my very pale skin and Deschut was pleased with the execution, remarking that my writing is looking better each time.
All the following tasks were supervised by Deschut.
Task-1 Throat Slut
For this task I was to start by placing a peg on my tongue, then with that in place, to close my eyes and apply red lipstick without seeing what I was doing.
The peg felt awkward and quickly makes me drool, though thankfully not too much this time. I was nervous and embarrassed about trying to apply lipstick around the peg, with my eyes closed, while Deschut observed and giggled at my clear embarrassment. I felt more squirmy by the fact I couldn’t even speak clearly to protest the giggles and attempts at speaking which were well understood (impressive translation skills on Deschuts behalf) did lead to more giggles from him.
I was thankfully able to apply the lipstick with pretty decent accuracy despite no visual guidance which I feel a little proud of.
Following this, I was instructed to rub my dildo over my clit for 3 minutes, embarrassingly leading to moans quite quickly. Following this I was to fuck my self with the dildo with Deschut instructing on whether to speed up or slow down. This naturally led to more pathetic moans and blushing as Deschut supervised and teased me. Deschut then instructed me to remove the peg and use the dildo to fuck my throat for 3 more minutes, instructing of depth and speed. I felt very blushy, especially as I was now unable to speak up while he teased and praised me on how I was doing. Once the 3 minutes ended, I was instructed to use the dildo to spank my clit 20 times, and listen to Deschut giggle at my small noises, then it was back to instructed deep throating for another 3 minutes. After this Deschut instructed the dildo be wiped across my face, before 20 more clit spanks and a final 3 minutes deep throating it again.
Very blushy but survived the first step at least.
Step 2 - workout
Deschut decided it’s healthy to have good exercise routines and better if done naked and supervised. I do like working out but I’m not that confident with it and feel very shy exercising around anyone, let alone naked. Deschut selected 2 small sets of exercises, the second set to be done with pegs on my nipples. The first set included squats, sit ups and my most hated jumping jacks (star jumps). Aside from the blushy nature of naked exercises while he sat comfortably and my mild muscle aches from skating last night, it was pretty ok. Then the pegs were added, uncomfortable but generally not too bad. The second set included lunges, more squats and worse, more jumping jacks. I have done jumping jacks with pegs once before and it sucked, but this time it felt much more intense I had to do the set in small clusters because it was so uncomfortable, and I lost a peg at one point which added to the embarrassment. This led to a good few giggles from Deschut. At the end of the set I folded into a tiny ball and hid for a few minutes while I recovered from the pegs and embarrassment.
Step-3 in and out
At the start of our dynamic Deschut requested I show him my toy collection, it isn’t extensive by any means, and some I got as part of a set and had never been brave enough to use. One of those toys was a double ended dildo. I had hoped he forgot about this item, but alas, he had me use it for the first time a couple of weeks ago, and now, it seems it was to make a reappearance. Deschut instructed this toy be used for the full. 30 minutes in 3 different stages. To start with just insert it and use underwear to make sure it stays in as deep as it can be for 10 minutes. It was super super blushy trying to insert it, I’m not too experienced with butt stuff and I struggle to insert things still, being supervised during made me want to run and hide was the most blushy during this part of the punishment by far. After I did eventually get it where it was supposed to be, Deschut decided I needed to get up and get water instead of just staying still for the time. Was super awkward but overall not as bad as I thought to walk about. After this 10 minutes, he instructed me to fuck myself with the toy, instructing on the rate and teasing me for the noises I made. It was a very intense sensation, some discomfort but tolerable, and not a sensation I’m used to at all, I was pretty much unable to speak and was whimpering and moaning. My body felt really shaky. Finally it was time to stop and to put underwear back on and just leave it in, it was more of an unwinding period but I found Internally I was tightening around the toys which despite trying to stray still and not alter the positioning kept me moaning a bit and reacting to it, much to Deschuts amusement.
I was very relieved when the time ended and I could free myself, my satisfaction also resulted in more giggles and made me very blushy.
Step 4- Numbers
Deschut decided to have some numerical fun with this one. 3.5hrs is 210 minutes, therefore 210 spanks to be spread across my breasts (30 each), nipples (20 each), clit (30) and butt (40 on each cheek). Maybe rookie numbers for people reading but the most spanks I’ve ever been given (still new to everything including impact play). And my butt has not been spanked before.
Downside of a long distance dynamic is being responsible for your own spankings, and being watched while you do it is very blushy indeed.
It was stingy, and left very clear red marks with micro bruising on my breasts, I am informed my butt was also a good shade of red too. Stingy and warm and blushy but again tolerable.
Step -5 Play
In attempt to keep the numbers theme going, Deschut planned for 7 toys to be used for 30minutes to total the 210 minutes again. Very very blushy typing this and announcing to all. First there were clamps on both nipples and clit, both were pretty sensitive after the spanking and gave Deschut great entertainment as I struggled with adjusting to the sensations. Then I was told to insert a button plug, a remote control vibrating egg, and my dildo. The wand made the seventh toy but was thankfully not touched until after the clamp on my clit was removed (I’m uncertain of the timing as it was very intense and honestly couldn’t tell a minute from an hour). I struggled and made enough noise to entertain Deschut as he controlled the remote toy. I was told I was not to orgasm during this session and I could not remove or alter any toy positions or settings. Once I was relieved of the clit clamp I was told to use the wand on low, and was immediately very squirmy and could feel myself getting dangerously close, I pleaded about the settings of the toys out of worry of failing. Deschut did slow the remote for periods at a time, but the wand was constant. I was very full and the embarrassment of my moans and struggling heightened all the sensation. As per his plan at the timer he was watching I was instructed to turn the wand up to medium and very quickly knew I was in trouble. I warned Deschut, he replied I wasn’t allowed to but seemed to give into the entertainment of my struggles and upped the remote toy which pushed me over into a very intense and loud orgasm. It was then made clear the denial had turned into punishment by overstimulation. Wand was to stay on medium a d not be removed and the remote toy was set to an intense patter. Pretty sure I was nonverbal and just struggling and being very incomprehensively loud while the timer kept going - it felt like an eternity. It was a relief when toys were finally allowed to stop and be removed.
Step-6 wax
This one felt less of a punishment and more as an opportunity to give something new a try. I was a little excited and nervous for this one, but definitely a thankful slower pace than the last few steps. Very simply it was to use wax for the first time, tested initially on a wrist then breasts and nipples and finally my clit. I was nervous to pour but it was a really pleasant warm sensation. The touch of the wax in my clit was more of An intense shock on the first pour but it was very enjoyable all around.
TBH I was more surprised Deschut trusted me with candles at all given by track history for random injuries and burns but it all went smoothly!
Step -7 - Blog
I am extremely new to blogging and rarely write about personal experiences anywhere. I’m also pretty damn shy about things and honestly this may be the worst step of them all. Slightly cringing as I make my account of all the details of the tasks - these things may seem tame to some of you but as a newbie to play even just the exposure of being naked and supervised and also the use of some of These toys were daunting - and especially to publicly declare my misconduct and experience of these many steps.
So finally,
I am very very sorry Deschut for delaying my clearly and fairly given bedtime, you are a very good Sir and I really do appreciate you guiding me through my induction to submission and play. I respect you dearly and honestly even knowing I went against your instructions felt like punishment enough. I’m very pleased you found my punishment entertaining.
Thank you for a thought out punishment to fit my not so perfect crime, I do not intend to push your creativity further
I ended up delaying my bedtime by 3.5 hrs. And when I did finally go to bed I did feel extremely guilty for not following instructions and for letting Deschut down, and sent a very apologetic message informing him of my poor choices and sadness for not fulfilling my instructions.
As appropriate, I was issued with a detailed punishment comprising of 7 separate tasks (including this blog post) each to last 30minutes, totalling the whole 3.5hrs I delayed my bedtime.
To prelude my tasks I was instructed to to write the following on my body in different colour permanent markers:
‘I will obey’ across my chest (used red)
‘Fuck toy’ on my right breast (pink)
‘Hurt me’ on my left breast ( blue)
‘Cum slut’ above my pussy (purple)
The colours are very vivid against my very pale skin and Deschut was pleased with the execution, remarking that my writing is looking better each time.
All the following tasks were supervised by Deschut.
Task-1 Throat Slut
For this task I was to start by placing a peg on my tongue, then with that in place, to close my eyes and apply red lipstick without seeing what I was doing.
The peg felt awkward and quickly makes me drool, though thankfully not too much this time. I was nervous and embarrassed about trying to apply lipstick around the peg, with my eyes closed, while Deschut observed and giggled at my clear embarrassment. I felt more squirmy by the fact I couldn’t even speak clearly to protest the giggles and attempts at speaking which were well understood (impressive translation skills on Deschuts behalf) did lead to more giggles from him.
I was thankfully able to apply the lipstick with pretty decent accuracy despite no visual guidance which I feel a little proud of.
Following this, I was instructed to rub my dildo over my clit for 3 minutes, embarrassingly leading to moans quite quickly. Following this I was to fuck my self with the dildo with Deschut instructing on whether to speed up or slow down. This naturally led to more pathetic moans and blushing as Deschut supervised and teased me. Deschut then instructed me to remove the peg and use the dildo to fuck my throat for 3 more minutes, instructing of depth and speed. I felt very blushy, especially as I was now unable to speak up while he teased and praised me on how I was doing. Once the 3 minutes ended, I was instructed to use the dildo to spank my clit 20 times, and listen to Deschut giggle at my small noises, then it was back to instructed deep throating for another 3 minutes. After this Deschut instructed the dildo be wiped across my face, before 20 more clit spanks and a final 3 minutes deep throating it again.
Very blushy but survived the first step at least.
Step 2 - workout
Deschut decided it’s healthy to have good exercise routines and better if done naked and supervised. I do like working out but I’m not that confident with it and feel very shy exercising around anyone, let alone naked. Deschut selected 2 small sets of exercises, the second set to be done with pegs on my nipples. The first set included squats, sit ups and my most hated jumping jacks (star jumps). Aside from the blushy nature of naked exercises while he sat comfortably and my mild muscle aches from skating last night, it was pretty ok. Then the pegs were added, uncomfortable but generally not too bad. The second set included lunges, more squats and worse, more jumping jacks. I have done jumping jacks with pegs once before and it sucked, but this time it felt much more intense I had to do the set in small clusters because it was so uncomfortable, and I lost a peg at one point which added to the embarrassment. This led to a good few giggles from Deschut. At the end of the set I folded into a tiny ball and hid for a few minutes while I recovered from the pegs and embarrassment.
Step-3 in and out
At the start of our dynamic Deschut requested I show him my toy collection, it isn’t extensive by any means, and some I got as part of a set and had never been brave enough to use. One of those toys was a double ended dildo. I had hoped he forgot about this item, but alas, he had me use it for the first time a couple of weeks ago, and now, it seems it was to make a reappearance. Deschut instructed this toy be used for the full. 30 minutes in 3 different stages. To start with just insert it and use underwear to make sure it stays in as deep as it can be for 10 minutes. It was super super blushy trying to insert it, I’m not too experienced with butt stuff and I struggle to insert things still, being supervised during made me want to run and hide was the most blushy during this part of the punishment by far. After I did eventually get it where it was supposed to be, Deschut decided I needed to get up and get water instead of just staying still for the time. Was super awkward but overall not as bad as I thought to walk about. After this 10 minutes, he instructed me to fuck myself with the toy, instructing on the rate and teasing me for the noises I made. It was a very intense sensation, some discomfort but tolerable, and not a sensation I’m used to at all, I was pretty much unable to speak and was whimpering and moaning. My body felt really shaky. Finally it was time to stop and to put underwear back on and just leave it in, it was more of an unwinding period but I found Internally I was tightening around the toys which despite trying to stray still and not alter the positioning kept me moaning a bit and reacting to it, much to Deschuts amusement.
I was very relieved when the time ended and I could free myself, my satisfaction also resulted in more giggles and made me very blushy.
Step 4- Numbers
Deschut decided to have some numerical fun with this one. 3.5hrs is 210 minutes, therefore 210 spanks to be spread across my breasts (30 each), nipples (20 each), clit (30) and butt (40 on each cheek). Maybe rookie numbers for people reading but the most spanks I’ve ever been given (still new to everything including impact play). And my butt has not been spanked before.
Downside of a long distance dynamic is being responsible for your own spankings, and being watched while you do it is very blushy indeed.
It was stingy, and left very clear red marks with micro bruising on my breasts, I am informed my butt was also a good shade of red too. Stingy and warm and blushy but again tolerable.
Step -5 Play
In attempt to keep the numbers theme going, Deschut planned for 7 toys to be used for 30minutes to total the 210 minutes again. Very very blushy typing this and announcing to all. First there were clamps on both nipples and clit, both were pretty sensitive after the spanking and gave Deschut great entertainment as I struggled with adjusting to the sensations. Then I was told to insert a button plug, a remote control vibrating egg, and my dildo. The wand made the seventh toy but was thankfully not touched until after the clamp on my clit was removed (I’m uncertain of the timing as it was very intense and honestly couldn’t tell a minute from an hour). I struggled and made enough noise to entertain Deschut as he controlled the remote toy. I was told I was not to orgasm during this session and I could not remove or alter any toy positions or settings. Once I was relieved of the clit clamp I was told to use the wand on low, and was immediately very squirmy and could feel myself getting dangerously close, I pleaded about the settings of the toys out of worry of failing. Deschut did slow the remote for periods at a time, but the wand was constant. I was very full and the embarrassment of my moans and struggling heightened all the sensation. As per his plan at the timer he was watching I was instructed to turn the wand up to medium and very quickly knew I was in trouble. I warned Deschut, he replied I wasn’t allowed to but seemed to give into the entertainment of my struggles and upped the remote toy which pushed me over into a very intense and loud orgasm. It was then made clear the denial had turned into punishment by overstimulation. Wand was to stay on medium a d not be removed and the remote toy was set to an intense patter. Pretty sure I was nonverbal and just struggling and being very incomprehensively loud while the timer kept going - it felt like an eternity. It was a relief when toys were finally allowed to stop and be removed.
Step-6 wax
This one felt less of a punishment and more as an opportunity to give something new a try. I was a little excited and nervous for this one, but definitely a thankful slower pace than the last few steps. Very simply it was to use wax for the first time, tested initially on a wrist then breasts and nipples and finally my clit. I was nervous to pour but it was a really pleasant warm sensation. The touch of the wax in my clit was more of An intense shock on the first pour but it was very enjoyable all around.
TBH I was more surprised Deschut trusted me with candles at all given by track history for random injuries and burns but it all went smoothly!
Step -7 - Blog
I am extremely new to blogging and rarely write about personal experiences anywhere. I’m also pretty damn shy about things and honestly this may be the worst step of them all. Slightly cringing as I make my account of all the details of the tasks - these things may seem tame to some of you but as a newbie to play even just the exposure of being naked and supervised and also the use of some of These toys were daunting - and especially to publicly declare my misconduct and experience of these many steps.
So finally,
I am very very sorry Deschut for delaying my clearly and fairly given bedtime, you are a very good Sir and I really do appreciate you guiding me through my induction to submission and play. I respect you dearly and honestly even knowing I went against your instructions felt like punishment enough. I’m very pleased you found my punishment entertaining.
Thank you for a thought out punishment to fit my not so perfect crime, I do not intend to push your creativity further
