I want to become an anal only slut. I've loved anal as long as I can remember--stretching and fucking my hole until it's a sloppy gaping mess, weird insertions, enemas, plugging...I love it all. The thought of completely denying my pussy and learning to crave only the pleasure I get from my ass has had me soaking my panties for the past two years.
But I have a problem. I am only reliably able to cum from stimulating my clit. My clit throbs and throbs until I rub it, cum, and feel all the horny thoughts leaving my mind. Punishments don't deter me and in the past denial for more than a day has been impossible. I even have a chastity belt, but I can cum with it on by grinding against the shield!
My want to be denied like a good slut is constantly at war with my desire to rub my worthless clit until a brief, unsatisfying orgasm ruins my enjoyment. I've tried so hard in the past.
But for several weeks now, I've been training to be an anal only slut. And it's finally working!
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I was sick for two weeks and didn't cum for that whole time. As I recovered, my body demanded to cum. My clit would ache, sensitive against every brush of my inner thighs or wet panties, begging to be rubbed into a quick release. I don't know what came over me, but instead of cumming, I started looking online for a dom.
I've had many doms over the years. Two mistresses specifically trained me in long term settings: the first trained me to absolutely love ruining my ass. Huge insertions, long sessions of stretching with an inflatable plug, anal chubby bunny (iykyk), and so much more. I didn't penetrate my pussy with anything larger than a cock. I was so addicted to anal pleasure; the feeling of having a loose dripping asshole exhausted from being ruined with objects and toys was the best thing in the world. Sitting down and feeling my destroyed hole throb like a pussy was one of my favorite things. Mistress was demanding and at times cruel, training me to be a very obedient anal whore.
About a year later, another mistress helped me get into pussy pumping, pussy stretching, and pussy torture. She would do things like have me force open my pussy with a speculum and inflate my plug in my ass, then try to cum only by rubbing the shape of the huge plug through my open pussy. She would let me cum whenever I wanted, which felt great, but was not good for discipline.
This brings me to a few weeks ago. I hadn't played in a while due to a significant and taxing move, and then got sick for several weeks. When I recovered I found a dom who wanted some one-off play and would help me achieve my anal only goals. I was happy to play but skeptical. He insisted that if I just trusted him, things would work out.
Shit, he was sooo right lol.
First rules, of course: no vaginal penetration at all and no clit touching without permission. He warmed me up with some anal destruction porn, during which I was allowed to touch my thighs and the area around my clit. This was absolutely maddening, watching other women have their assholes ruined while I had to sit with my legs spread and barely even touch myself. My pussy was drooling in no time, my clit pulsing and throbbing beside my shaking fingers. I begged him to let me fuck my ass.
He said no.
I begged and begged, bucking my hips, shaking. Two weeks without cumming was making me feel insane. But he patiently explained to me that to become used to denial, I had to get used to being told no. He told me to trust him, and for some reason, I did. He was so articulate and caring while still being stern. After a few more minutes he told me to start warming up my ass with my fingers.
I slipped in one finger, slowly, then two, scissoring them around to open myself up. My tiny fingers absolutely cannot satisfy my loose fuckhole, but going slow at his command really helped me become sensitive and focus on the pleasure throbbing in my ass. I slipped a third finger in and wanted more. My pussy was absolutely drooling. I almost squealed when he ordered me to get my favorite dildo.
I lined it up against my fuckhole, where he had me feel the lubed tip teasing my opening for a few minutes. Then, slowly, he ordered me to push it in. I gradually took the dildo until it was balls deep in my pulsing hole. Penetration was toe-curling. I was instantly cock drunk.
He would instruct me how to fuck myself. Slowly, for a small amount of time. I begged for more. He ignored me, giving me more increments of pleasure that were far from satisfying. My clit was throbbing but I didn't even care--all I wanted was more pleasure for my ass. He started having me fuck myself harder, faster...and then stopping. Rubbing around my clit, never touching. I felt like I was going insane.
Then something crazy started happening. My ass felt amazing. Like, out of this world, most sensitive thing ever, I'm about to cum type amazing. So I stopped and told him what I felt. He called me a good girl for being so obedient.
Then he told me to keep going, but tell him when I was at the edge. Then he would count down, "three, two, one..." and announce whether I was allowed to cum. I was ecstatic, wanting to cum with my ass so, so badly. I was fucking my hole hard and fast and deep and begging to cum.
He told me no. Over and over. I obeyed. It got to the point where ten slow strokes of the dildo would bring me to the edge. My thighs were shaking, my ass was gaping, my drooling pussy and throbbing clit completely forgotten. I was edging with my asshole and I wanted to cum so badly. I told him again I was at the edge and wanted to cum. He counted down.
And then he said yes.
I almost didn't believe it. I was shocked, trying to process. And then when I did, I fucked myself so fast and hard I came within seconds.
If you've never experienced an anal orgasm before, you cannot possibly imagine how good it feels, even without a prostate. It's a full body orgasm, it pulses and ripples through you, indescribably pleasure emanating from your ass as it grips tight to whatever's fucking it. If you haven't had one and want to, this is your sign to try. It's hard but it's so worth it!
I absolutely came my brains out. I was a throbbing, twitching, shaking, sweaty mess. But the dildo was still in my ass, and my ass still wanted more. I sheepishly asked him if I could cum again. He said yes. I begged again. He said yes again. And on the fourth time, I came nearly instantly, totally exhausting myself.
Everything throbbed in time with my heartbeat. I gingerly slid the dildo out of my ass, which was gaping, winking, and leaking lube. It felt so used. It was so gratifying to know I could cum just from my ass. It made me hopeful I could start doing some real denial, becoming the anal only slut I was truly meant to be. Finally, I could be trained to ignore my needy clit in favor of another, higher pleasure: anal only denial. I was so happy. It was like something in my brain had been rewired!
He sent me to bed in my chastity belt and we haven't talked since.
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Lots has happened since then! If you'd like to hear more about my anal only adventures, please let me know
this story is ongoing; my pussy is twitching desperately and has leaked through my underwear due to my denial. I hope you have enjoyed!
But I have a problem. I am only reliably able to cum from stimulating my clit. My clit throbs and throbs until I rub it, cum, and feel all the horny thoughts leaving my mind. Punishments don't deter me and in the past denial for more than a day has been impossible. I even have a chastity belt, but I can cum with it on by grinding against the shield!
My want to be denied like a good slut is constantly at war with my desire to rub my worthless clit until a brief, unsatisfying orgasm ruins my enjoyment. I've tried so hard in the past.
But for several weeks now, I've been training to be an anal only slut. And it's finally working!
-
I was sick for two weeks and didn't cum for that whole time. As I recovered, my body demanded to cum. My clit would ache, sensitive against every brush of my inner thighs or wet panties, begging to be rubbed into a quick release. I don't know what came over me, but instead of cumming, I started looking online for a dom.
I've had many doms over the years. Two mistresses specifically trained me in long term settings: the first trained me to absolutely love ruining my ass. Huge insertions, long sessions of stretching with an inflatable plug, anal chubby bunny (iykyk), and so much more. I didn't penetrate my pussy with anything larger than a cock. I was so addicted to anal pleasure; the feeling of having a loose dripping asshole exhausted from being ruined with objects and toys was the best thing in the world. Sitting down and feeling my destroyed hole throb like a pussy was one of my favorite things. Mistress was demanding and at times cruel, training me to be a very obedient anal whore.
About a year later, another mistress helped me get into pussy pumping, pussy stretching, and pussy torture. She would do things like have me force open my pussy with a speculum and inflate my plug in my ass, then try to cum only by rubbing the shape of the huge plug through my open pussy. She would let me cum whenever I wanted, which felt great, but was not good for discipline.
This brings me to a few weeks ago. I hadn't played in a while due to a significant and taxing move, and then got sick for several weeks. When I recovered I found a dom who wanted some one-off play and would help me achieve my anal only goals. I was happy to play but skeptical. He insisted that if I just trusted him, things would work out.
Shit, he was sooo right lol.
First rules, of course: no vaginal penetration at all and no clit touching without permission. He warmed me up with some anal destruction porn, during which I was allowed to touch my thighs and the area around my clit. This was absolutely maddening, watching other women have their assholes ruined while I had to sit with my legs spread and barely even touch myself. My pussy was drooling in no time, my clit pulsing and throbbing beside my shaking fingers. I begged him to let me fuck my ass.
He said no.
I begged and begged, bucking my hips, shaking. Two weeks without cumming was making me feel insane. But he patiently explained to me that to become used to denial, I had to get used to being told no. He told me to trust him, and for some reason, I did. He was so articulate and caring while still being stern. After a few more minutes he told me to start warming up my ass with my fingers.
I slipped in one finger, slowly, then two, scissoring them around to open myself up. My tiny fingers absolutely cannot satisfy my loose fuckhole, but going slow at his command really helped me become sensitive and focus on the pleasure throbbing in my ass. I slipped a third finger in and wanted more. My pussy was absolutely drooling. I almost squealed when he ordered me to get my favorite dildo.
I lined it up against my fuckhole, where he had me feel the lubed tip teasing my opening for a few minutes. Then, slowly, he ordered me to push it in. I gradually took the dildo until it was balls deep in my pulsing hole. Penetration was toe-curling. I was instantly cock drunk.
He would instruct me how to fuck myself. Slowly, for a small amount of time. I begged for more. He ignored me, giving me more increments of pleasure that were far from satisfying. My clit was throbbing but I didn't even care--all I wanted was more pleasure for my ass. He started having me fuck myself harder, faster...and then stopping. Rubbing around my clit, never touching. I felt like I was going insane.
Then something crazy started happening. My ass felt amazing. Like, out of this world, most sensitive thing ever, I'm about to cum type amazing. So I stopped and told him what I felt. He called me a good girl for being so obedient.
Then he told me to keep going, but tell him when I was at the edge. Then he would count down, "three, two, one..." and announce whether I was allowed to cum. I was ecstatic, wanting to cum with my ass so, so badly. I was fucking my hole hard and fast and deep and begging to cum.
He told me no. Over and over. I obeyed. It got to the point where ten slow strokes of the dildo would bring me to the edge. My thighs were shaking, my ass was gaping, my drooling pussy and throbbing clit completely forgotten. I was edging with my asshole and I wanted to cum so badly. I told him again I was at the edge and wanted to cum. He counted down.
And then he said yes.
I almost didn't believe it. I was shocked, trying to process. And then when I did, I fucked myself so fast and hard I came within seconds.
If you've never experienced an anal orgasm before, you cannot possibly imagine how good it feels, even without a prostate. It's a full body orgasm, it pulses and ripples through you, indescribably pleasure emanating from your ass as it grips tight to whatever's fucking it. If you haven't had one and want to, this is your sign to try. It's hard but it's so worth it!
I absolutely came my brains out. I was a throbbing, twitching, shaking, sweaty mess. But the dildo was still in my ass, and my ass still wanted more. I sheepishly asked him if I could cum again. He said yes. I begged again. He said yes again. And on the fourth time, I came nearly instantly, totally exhausting myself.
Everything throbbed in time with my heartbeat. I gingerly slid the dildo out of my ass, which was gaping, winking, and leaking lube. It felt so used. It was so gratifying to know I could cum just from my ass. It made me hopeful I could start doing some real denial, becoming the anal only slut I was truly meant to be. Finally, I could be trained to ignore my needy clit in favor of another, higher pleasure: anal only denial. I was so happy. It was like something in my brain had been rewired!
He sent me to bed in my chastity belt and we haven't talked since.
-
Lots has happened since then! If you'd like to hear more about my anal only adventures, please let me know
this story is ongoing; my pussy is twitching desperately and has leaked through my underwear due to my denial. I hope you have enjoyed!