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Non-Fiction Anal-Only Slut Diaries [27F]

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[Includes anal, stretching, chastity, denial, size queen behavior, impact play, kinky insertions, punishments, and so much more ❤️]

I want to become an anal only slut. I've loved anal as long as I can remember--stretching and fucking my hole until it's a sloppy gaping mess, weird insertions, enemas, plugging...I love it all. The thought of completely denying my pussy and learning to crave only the pleasure I get from my ass has had me soaking my panties for the past two years.

But I have a problem. I am only reliably able to cum from stimulating my clit. My clit throbs and throbs until I rub it, cum, and feel all the horny thoughts leaving my mind. Punishments don't deter me and in the past denial for more than a day has been impossible. I even have a chastity belt, but I can cum with it on by grinding against the shield!

My want to be denied like a good slut is constantly at war with my desire to rub my worthless clit until a brief, unsatisfying orgasm ruins my enjoyment. I've tried so hard in the past.

But for several weeks now, I've been training to be an anal only slut. And it's finally working!

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I was sick for two weeks and didn't cum for that whole time. As I recovered, my body demanded to cum. My clit would ache, sensitive against every brush of my inner thighs or wet panties, begging to be rubbed into a quick release. I don't know what came over me, but instead of cumming, I started looking online for a dom.

I've had many doms over the years. Two mistresses specifically trained me in long term settings: the first trained me to absolutely love ruining my ass. Huge insertions, long sessions of stretching with an inflatable plug, anal chubby bunny (iykyk), and so much more. I didn't penetrate my pussy with anything larger than a cock. I was so addicted to anal pleasure; the feeling of having a loose dripping asshole exhausted from being ruined with objects and toys was the best thing in the world. Sitting down and feeling my destroyed hole throb like a pussy was one of my favorite things. Mistress was demanding and at times cruel, training me to be a very obedient anal whore.

About a year later, another mistress helped me get into pussy pumping, pussy stretching, and pussy torture. She would do things like have me force open my pussy with a speculum and inflate my plug in my ass, then try to cum only by rubbing the shape of the huge plug through my open pussy. She would let me cum whenever I wanted, which felt great, but was not good for discipline.

This brings me to a few weeks ago. I hadn't played in a while due to a significant and taxing move, and then got sick for several weeks. When I recovered I found a dom who wanted some one-off play and would help me achieve my anal only goals. I was happy to play but skeptical. He insisted that if I just trusted him, things would work out.

Shit, he was sooo right lol.

First rules, of course: no vaginal penetration at all and no clit touching without permission. He warmed me up with some anal destruction porn, during which I was allowed to touch my thighs and the area around my clit. This was absolutely maddening, watching other women have their assholes ruined while I had to sit with my legs spread and barely even touch myself. My pussy was drooling in no time, my clit pulsing and throbbing beside my shaking fingers. I begged him to let me fuck my ass.

He said no.

I begged and begged, bucking my hips, shaking. Two weeks without cumming was making me feel insane. But he patiently explained to me that to become used to denial, I had to get used to being told no. He told me to trust him, and for some reason, I did. He was so articulate and caring while still being stern. After a few more minutes he told me to start warming up my ass with my fingers.

I slipped in one finger, slowly, then two, scissoring them around to open myself up. My tiny fingers absolutely cannot satisfy my loose fuckhole, but going slow at his command really helped me become sensitive and focus on the pleasure throbbing in my ass. I slipped a third finger in and wanted more. My pussy was absolutely drooling. I almost squealed when he ordered me to get my favorite dildo.

I lined it up against my fuckhole, where he had me feel the lubed tip teasing my opening for a few minutes. Then, slowly, he ordered me to push it in. I gradually took the dildo until it was balls deep in my pulsing hole. Penetration was toe-curling. I was instantly cock drunk.

He would instruct me how to fuck myself. Slowly, for a small amount of time. I begged for more. He ignored me, giving me more increments of pleasure that were far from satisfying. My clit was throbbing but I didn't even care--all I wanted was more pleasure for my ass. He started having me fuck myself harder, faster...and then stopping. Rubbing around my clit, never touching. I felt like I was going insane.

Then something crazy started happening. My ass felt amazing. Like, out of this world, most sensitive thing ever, I'm about to cum type amazing. So I stopped and told him what I felt. He called me a good girl for being so obedient.

Then he told me to keep going, but tell him when I was at the edge. Then he would count down, "three, two, one..." and announce whether I was allowed to cum. I was ecstatic, wanting to cum with my ass so, so badly. I was fucking my hole hard and fast and deep and begging to cum.

He told me no. Over and over. I obeyed. It got to the point where ten slow strokes of the dildo would bring me to the edge. My thighs were shaking, my ass was gaping, my drooling pussy and throbbing clit completely forgotten. I was edging with my asshole and I wanted to cum so badly. I told him again I was at the edge and wanted to cum. He counted down.

And then he said yes.

I almost didn't believe it. I was shocked, trying to process. And then when I did, I fucked myself so fast and hard I came within seconds.

If you've never experienced an anal orgasm before, you cannot possibly imagine how good it feels, even without a prostate. It's a full body orgasm, it pulses and ripples through you, indescribably pleasure emanating from your ass as it grips tight to whatever's fucking it. If you haven't had one and want to, this is your sign to try. It's hard but it's so worth it!

I absolutely came my brains out. I was a throbbing, twitching, shaking, sweaty mess. But the dildo was still in my ass, and my ass still wanted more. I sheepishly asked him if I could cum again. He said yes. I begged again. He said yes again. And on the fourth time, I came nearly instantly, totally exhausting myself.

Everything throbbed in time with my heartbeat. I gingerly slid the dildo out of my ass, which was gaping, winking, and leaking lube. It felt so used. It was so gratifying to know I could cum just from my ass. It made me hopeful I could start doing some real denial, becoming the anal only slut I was truly meant to be. Finally, I could be trained to ignore my needy clit in favor of another, higher pleasure: anal only denial. I was so happy. It was like something in my brain had been rewired!

He sent me to bed in my chastity belt and we haven't talked since.

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Lots has happened since then! If you'd like to hear more about my anal only adventures, please let me know ❤️ this story is ongoing; my pussy is twitching desperately and has leaked through my underwear due to my denial. I hope you have enjoyed!
 
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Starting My Anal-Only Life ❤️

After that session I knew I was capable of being an anal-only slut for the right person. I needed someone who wasn't going to immediately set denial goals, make me be no touch, and who would push my limits in the proper way, making me more capable.

I met my current mistress right after that. We shared a ton of kinks and she was impressed that I loved anal so much that I truly wanted to become an anal-only slut. We started to play, slowly at first. Just inserting fingers--two, then three, then slowly working a plug, 1.5in in diameter, into my needy, stretched ass. It was sucked inside of me with an intense wave of pleasure, and my pussy started to gush. I begged to touch my aching clit, but my mistress of course said no. My ass throbbed around the plug.

I was ordered to start fucking myself with the plug. at first it stretched my poor hole so much, but it quickly loosened, allowing me to fuck it fast and hard. It felt really good, taking my attention away from my throbbing cunt, and I was moaning like crazy.

Then, mistress had me switch to my anal beads. Each one is about 1.8in in diameter and shaped like an egg. I fingered some lube into my sensitive ass and slid the first bead inside, feeling it settle in me with a startling, toe-curling pop. I bucked my hips in pleasure and begged to touch my clit. Of course I was not allowed, and was ordered to take the next bead. I pressed it against my slutty hole, feeling it slip in easier than the first. I was ordered to take the third one next--there are 6 beads on the toy and I can only take the first 3 due to depth. By the time I pushed the third one in my ass, a really peculiar sensation of fullness, desperation, and arousal was building in me.

Then I was ordered to take them in and out. Each egg would pop out of my asshole, easier each time, before I shoved them back in again. It felt indescribably good. My asshole started to loosen, and suddenly they were sliding in and out so quickly, pleasuring my asshole like crazy. I told miss how much I was enjoying it...but she ordered me to stop.

Disappointed, I stopped. And then she told me something that made me pause: "This is the last time you're going to cum from fucking your pussy for a very long time."

Reading those words made my clit throb. As ordered, I slowly pressed a dildo into my pussy while my ass was still full of beads. My cunt was so wet it dripped lube down onto the toy in my ass. With the anal beads rubbing against the dildo from within, everything felt amazing and impossibly full. Slowly, I began to fuck myself with the dildo, sending crazy waves of pleasure through my pussy and ass. Faster and faster I was allowed to fuck my hole...but I stopped at the edge. Then fucked myself again, edging again and again. I was begging to cum. Mercifully, my mistress let me cum on my dildo. My pussy twitched and spasmed around it as a soft, slow orgasm washed over me, leaving me shaking and throbbing.

After that, mistress locked me in my chastity belt, and I knew that my real anal-only training would start then. With the metal chastity shield digging into the skin just above my clit, constantly calling attention to my empty holes and dripping cunt, I knew I was in for a tough training section over the next few days.
 
My Denial Begins...

I woke up the next morning soaking wet. Just knowing I was denied was driving me crazy. I had no idea if I could actually do it--but my pussy was throbbing and my hands were itching to touch it. But I didn't want to disappoint my mistress, so I sprung into action.

I put on my chastity belt and a pair of jeans to keep my hands away from my aching clit, and lay in bed with my legs spread so that I wouldn't get any pleasure from squeezing my thighs together. The chastity belt pressed lightly against my sensitive pussy, drawing my attention to it--I wasn't even 12 hours into denial and I already thought I was going to lose it. Over the next couple hours I tried to keep myself distracted with daily tasks, but it was really hard. I wanted to grind my aching clit against something so bad!

Luckily, my mistress became available. She told me I was a good girl locking myself in chastity and keeping my hands away from my clit, and instructed me to prepare my toys and my ass. My arousal rose even more at the hope of being fucked in my favorite hole. Mistress had me take off my belt, exposing my soaking wet pussy to the cool air--even this much sensation was maddening. While cleaning my toys off, I could only think of soft silicone spreading my ass and fucking me until I was a leaking, gaping mess. I took an enema and waited for my mistress's first command.

I could only imagine what she had in store for me. We hadn't played much together yet, but I knew she and I overlapped in some of our more...intense kinks. I wanted to be fucked silly, stretched, gaped, and utterly ruined for mistress's pleasure.

She told me to put in a plug (1.5 in hard silicone plug with a t base) and put the belt back on.

I was devastated. I wanted to beg and plead to be fucked and ruined. But mistress held firm, assuring me I could do it. I lubed up my slutty hole, braced myself, and slid the plug inside of me, feeling my greedy hole easily suck it up. As it reached its deepest point my ass throbbed pleasurably around it. My clit followed, mirroring my throbbing ass with concerning intensity, and with a sinking feeling in my stomach, I closed the lock on my chastity belt. The plug shifted and settled inside me. Every movement reminded me it was there.

I spent hours like this. Complaining, bargaining, bucking my hips fruitlessly, trying to distract myself, scrolling through tons of porn of women getting their asses ruined and gaped and fucked--I was so so jealous that they got pleasure while I was stuck in chastity. The throbbing in my clit continued to madden me, and my ass became somewhat desensitized to the plug. And when I thought I was going to lose it...

I was allowed to unlock the belt. I thanked mistress profusely. With shaking hands I unlocked it and removed the lock. I reached back and pulled out the plug with some difficulty as my ass had slightly tightened around the plug's small stem. I felt so exposed and empty, my asshole longing to be filled.

Mistress granted my wish.

She instructed me to take my favorite dildo, a digit pink and white silicone dildo with a soft, skin like external layer about 1.6inches in diameter. Even just holding it in my hand was driving me crazy.

Mistress told me to lean over the side of my bed, exposing my holes. This position aroused me so much, making me feel deeply subservient and ready to be dominated and controlled. I lubed my ass again and then the toy, begging mistress to touch my clit. Of course, and as I was expecting, she said no.

For a brief moment, her "no" excited me. As a (now former 😭) hitachi magic wand enthusiast, I was so used to cumming very easily and whenever I wanted. I'd just grind my clit against the wand, cum once, and be satisfied enough. But now, mistress was telling me how to use myself. Her "no" was because she knew better than I did what my body needed. Or maybe she understood how much I actually craved denial, somewhere deep down. I was told to line up my dildo from behind and tease my asshole with it.

Gently, slowly, I was allowed to penetrate myself. Just a little bit at first. Then I took half of the dildo. And before I knew it it was balls deep in my horribly sensitive and extremely horny ass. I swear I was almost drooling already, just having such a wonderful toy inside my favorite hole--had I ever felt so good before? I didn't know what was happening, but my body was responding to it so well. I fucked myself harder and harder, deeper and deeper as mistress instructed.

I felt something building inside me.

First like an itch. Then like a building sensitivity, my attention shifting entirely to the pleasure in my ass. Then an intoxicating heat radiating from within. I knew what was coming, so I stopped and told mistress.

She told me I wasn't to cum yet, but that I'd have to show her my gape after every time I edged.

I have no idea how many times I edged and showed her my ruined hole. My fresh circular gape, my slackening gape as my hole throbbed for the toy, my hole so loose and throbbing I was positive it felt way better than any pussy ever had.

I was begging to cum and being told no--edge again. I obeyed and obeyed. The pleasure in my ass was helping me forget about my aching, needy pussy. And finally, when mistress said I could cum...

I came almost instantly. Another earth shattering anal orgasm ripping through my body like I'd been struck by lightning. I could feel the orgasm traveling to my clit and making it throb so hard--it was amazing.

Mistress was extremely proud of me that I'd cum from anal so easily. I had surprised myself too--I hadn't been expecting to cum from anal without so much more effort. I figured denial had to play some role in this, as well as my eagerness to please. I thanked her profusely for helping train my ass to cum, and told her I felt a bit relieved. She called me a good girl and I was satisfied!

...but not for long!

merely minutes later my pussy started acting up again. The chastity belt made it worse, calling attention to my aching clit, digging in just slightly. I've cum while wearing my belt before and grinding against it, so the belt scared me a bit, knowing I still had to exercise a lot of willpower.

As time ground on and my arousal grew and grew. My pussy was becoming a huge problem, and mistress and I knew we needed to find a solution...

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Thanks everyone for the encouragement, it's motivating me so much to continue writing I'm glad you're enjoying this!
 
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