This is being typed on my phone so please excuse any major formatting or grammar errors.
I haven't been around very much lately and I thought I should give a bit of an update.
First of all, I am currently across the country, where I originally lived. I flew here urgently a bit over a week ago because my dad was at a real risk of dying. It has been a week of hell. Not knowing if he was going to live or die. Just holding his hand and trying to provide comfort.
It has been an emotional rollercoaster. So many ups and downs. I think he is in the clear now but it's still a long and bumpy road ahead. I had to say goodbye to him today as I return to real life on my side of the country. My heart broke when he told me he wanted me to stay.
But I have to get home because I have some important medical appointments coming up. I have some tests that need to be completed and specialist appointments.
Adulting is hard and having so many big things on my plate has been emotionally and physically exhausting.
I have had to step back from some things and prioritize others. I have been spending a lot of time focusing on my mental health, and doing activities that being me joy and a mental break.
I have missed being around KW. I love this community that we are building and I appreciate every person who has put time and effort into our community.
I am just exhausted and dealing with so much that focusing on anything is difficult.
But I wanted to check in with everybody and let you know that I havent abandoned ship! I'm here! And I'll be back.
I haven't been around very much lately and I thought I should give a bit of an update.
First of all, I am currently across the country, where I originally lived. I flew here urgently a bit over a week ago because my dad was at a real risk of dying. It has been a week of hell. Not knowing if he was going to live or die. Just holding his hand and trying to provide comfort.
It has been an emotional rollercoaster. So many ups and downs. I think he is in the clear now but it's still a long and bumpy road ahead. I had to say goodbye to him today as I return to real life on my side of the country. My heart broke when he told me he wanted me to stay.
But I have to get home because I have some important medical appointments coming up. I have some tests that need to be completed and specialist appointments.
Adulting is hard and having so many big things on my plate has been emotionally and physically exhausting.
I have had to step back from some things and prioritize others. I have been spending a lot of time focusing on my mental health, and doing activities that being me joy and a mental break.
I have missed being around KW. I love this community that we are building and I appreciate every person who has put time and effort into our community.
I am just exhausted and dealing with so much that focusing on anything is difficult.
But I wanted to check in with everybody and let you know that I havent abandoned ship! I'm here! And I'll be back.
