I woke up extremely horny just as I had expected, I started edging right away because what’s a better thing to do?
At around 40 edges I was very close to an accident so I took a break to cool down.
During the break, I thought I ask Salty for a freebie, knowing full well that almost a certain no. Only this time I thought I ask Salty for a ruin instead, because she could be more inclined to accept this lol, and she did say yes!
Last full one was exactly 2 months ago today,
I have now fully lowered my expectations and desires to accept the fact that I probably won’t be getting any full orgasms while I am here, actually, even when I am out,
if that ever happens, I owe multiple ruins, so it will be a very long time before I get to re-experience a full orgasm
which I think I am beginning to forget what that felt like..
To add a layer of mindfuck, Salty told me that I should know that while I was given a ruin, someone else was given a full one
And that thought lingered, for 25 more edges until I had an accident, of course ruined, I watched it drip like a broken faucet, as always; pleasureless, frustrating, half-assed, no wave of satisfaction washing over, just a small 0.000005% dent to the mountain of horniness
And that was not even the frustrating part, I wasn’t planning to have it right away, although ruined, I usually like to savor it a little bit and drag it out before I eventually give up and ruin.
Before deductions: 7,194/6,909 (104.1%)
After deductions: 5,492/6,909 (79.4%)
