I recently posted a thread looking for others to play with my bladder and give me toilet control related dares. Butterfly kindly offered and I DM'd her a list of things I was possibly looking for. Butterfly then posted a thread where others could add hours to the amount of time my bladder belonged to her. Once she had rounded and doubled the number, it landed at 8 days. For the last 8 days ending at the end of the 23rd of December, I have been following Butterfly's rules regarding when, how and where I can pee.
To be honest, toilet control is something I get needy for regularly. Every month or 2, I become so needy for it that I end up asking someone I know to let me hold for them (I very rarely get that privilege). It's something I do find quite embarrassing (especially how needy I can get for it). Let me say, Butterfly did not disappoint at all. It was probably one of the best times I have had doing this.
The way this mostly worked was she would send a rule in the morning to follow until she got up then I'd need to ask for permission for all subsequent trips to the toilet.
Day 1
Today I was allowed to go within the first 5 minutes of each hour. For example if the time was 9:06, I'd need to wait until between 10:00 and 10:05. I also had to report each time I went. This wasn't too tough to follow even if I did miss 15:00 - 15:05 and needed to wait until 16:00. I did squirm a bit and it did make me feel extremely submissive but was nothing I couldn't handle from a holding perspective. The issue I did have was that I forgot to report one of the times I did go and Butterfly decided I needed a consequence for that (more on that in Day 2). Once Butterfly was up, I had to ask her if I could pee and if she didn't reply in 20 minutes, I could go pee. Butterfly didn't make this difficult, it involved waiting 15 minutes a few times and then do things like sit-ups or singing a song before I could go.
Day 2
Today I had separate rules for my first pee to all subsequent pees. Before my morning pee, I had to write a post on KinkyWonderland, say good morning to someone and have them say it back to me, and compliment someone (they could reply to these later, I didn't need to wait for the reply). I replied to a thread I was in with Butterfly from the notification waiting for me on my phone. That didn't take long at all. I then tried to say good morning to someone and have them say it back. I messaged a few friends I have on Discord that were online. Both responded with something other than Good Morning so ended up having to find an active discord server I am in. I tried about 20 servers before I finally got a good morning. I decided to give the compliment to Butterfly for doing this with me. Tell her how much I appreciated it and how good of a job she does with this stuff. It was about 45 minutes after I woke up that I could pee.
After my morning pee, I had to wait until I needed to go at a 7. Once I reached that, I could flip a coin. If it was tails, I could go. Heads and i had to wait 10 minutes before flipping again. While this did make me feel incredibly subby, I did get very lucky with my coin flips. I thought the rest of the week would be easy but how wrong was I...
Day 3
Today I wasn't allowed to pee for 30 minutes after waking. While that sounds easy and does allow me to stay in bed, I always wake up with a need to go so it's always a bit squirmy. I felt owned before I even got out of bed.
After that, I had a rule where I could only pee on odd hours. This was easier than the 1st 5 minutes of the hour but still left me trying to gauge my need and plan when the next pee would be. I spent the majority of the day thinking about my bladder and consequently who owns it.
After work I needed Butterfly's permission to pee. I do really love asking for her permission. Peeing kneeling in the shower to have one hand on the floor was embarrassing but I like to think it brought her joy. At this point I was at the level of horny where I wanted to beg Butterfly to take more control. I wanted to give her everything and become a puppet,
Day 4
Today I wasn't allowed to pee before I had showered. If I am honest, I am more of an evening showerer so this felt rather controlling and made me feel subby while I was showering. I spent the time thinking about how I was doing as Butterfly wanted and how much easier life is when I don't have to think.
After I had finished my shower, I had to follow the rolls of Butterfly's dice dare. I did feel like i was getting quite lucky with it.
wonderful.
I rolled it to pee twice, one time I got a 2 and did a song and dance which was honestly quite fun lol. The next time I got a 7, didn't want to wet so rolled again in 30 minutes and got another 2 which meant body writing. For the right people, I actually enjoy body writing.
Once Butterfly was awake, I had to ask her if I wanted to pee. I asked once and was told I couldn't go and it wasn't until Butterfly went that I was allowed to go. I found the idea of that very hot indeed!!!
Day 5
Today I had to keep a tally on my arm of how many times I went to pee but could otherwise pee normally. This went on all day. I had to edge 11 times today for various tasks which led to me being increasingly more horny and frustrated. I really wanted to cum but made the decision of asking Butterfly if I could. She of course said no, but that meant I was now bound to not cumming without permission from Butterfly for the rest of the 8 days. My thoughts were mostly around not being sure if i should be aiming to pee more or less. That made me feel totally not in control of my situation and incredibly submissive.
Day 6
In day 5, the tally was 7 pees. For every pee that I had to do today, i was only allowed to pee for 7 seconds. I then needed to wait at least 7 minutes before continuing if needed. I assumed this meant I could finish peeing the 2nd time but I was wrong. I could only go for 7 seconds every 7 minutes. This was a lot harder than previous rules. I really struggled to stop peeing after 7 seconds and not pee again for 7 minutes. I did end up leaking once in my underwear. I felt very controlled and submissive and finished the day wondering how i survived.
Day 7
Today I had to edge twice before my morning pee. At this point, horniness is off any scale i have lol.
Every time I had to pee today I had to roll a dice. Depending on what I rolled, I could have had to have 0 to 4 limbs touching the floor. The things I needed to do varied between sitting on the toilet and holding my feet up to peeing sat on the shower floor with 3 limbs touching the floor. I was just a puppet for Butterfly's entertainment.
Day 8
Today was the finale. Today I had the rule of not peeing in the same place twice. I could only pee once in a toilet for example. I decided to use the toilet when I got up and tried to hold it enough that I wouldn't have to use more than a few other things before Butterfly got up. After my relieving morning pee, I did manage to hold it for 3 hours without too much effort and went in the sink. This isn't much of a challenge for me being 6 foot 6 and being mostly leg lol. Although it didn't feel very difficult, the whole thing felt very controlling and submissive. I lasted another 5 hours before I needed to go again (I am not the best at drinking water consistently) which was right around the time that Butterfly got up. I was told to use something else again. I got naked and stood in the shower. I peed at the plug hole. I then rinsed myself off with the shower and got dressed. At this point I was a little concerned that I may have to do another place and it may be that I'd have to lie in the bath. Somewhat luckily, Butterfly said I had to wait until I was really desperate for the next one which made me think something different was coming. I was also asked if I had any ribbon. I was very intrigued at this point what it could mean. After I got desperate, I told Butterfly and was asked to drink 1 more glass of water and wait 20 minutes. At this point, I had to get hard and tie the ribbon round my cock like a gift (although at this point, it didn't feel like mine). I had to put a towel over my pillow, put the wand under the pillow, put my hands behind my head and hump the pillow to orgasm. Honestly, this didn't feel like it lasted very long to me but it lasted longer than I was expecting. I found this very submissive. There is something about humping that feels humiliating but also so right. Honestly the full bladder, position, humping and my ever building horniness over the week had built to this being such an amazing orgasm. It made me feel in a way I haven't felt in a long time. I am normally someone who comes every single day and so this was quite the build up and a big explosion. After this, I had to go clean up and I could pee. At this point, I was also relieved of my subby duties.
This week was amazing and I'd let Butterfly do this again whenever she wanted and how ever long she wanted. I've come to the conclusion I don't want to be in control. I want to be a puppet for someone
To be honest, toilet control is something I get needy for regularly. Every month or 2, I become so needy for it that I end up asking someone I know to let me hold for them (I very rarely get that privilege). It's something I do find quite embarrassing (especially how needy I can get for it). Let me say, Butterfly did not disappoint at all. It was probably one of the best times I have had doing this.
The way this mostly worked was she would send a rule in the morning to follow until she got up then I'd need to ask for permission for all subsequent trips to the toilet.
Day 1
Today I was allowed to go within the first 5 minutes of each hour. For example if the time was 9:06, I'd need to wait until between 10:00 and 10:05. I also had to report each time I went. This wasn't too tough to follow even if I did miss 15:00 - 15:05 and needed to wait until 16:00. I did squirm a bit and it did make me feel extremely submissive but was nothing I couldn't handle from a holding perspective. The issue I did have was that I forgot to report one of the times I did go and Butterfly decided I needed a consequence for that (more on that in Day 2). Once Butterfly was up, I had to ask her if I could pee and if she didn't reply in 20 minutes, I could go pee. Butterfly didn't make this difficult, it involved waiting 15 minutes a few times and then do things like sit-ups or singing a song before I could go.
Day 2
Today I had separate rules for my first pee to all subsequent pees. Before my morning pee, I had to write a post on KinkyWonderland, say good morning to someone and have them say it back to me, and compliment someone (they could reply to these later, I didn't need to wait for the reply). I replied to a thread I was in with Butterfly from the notification waiting for me on my phone. That didn't take long at all. I then tried to say good morning to someone and have them say it back. I messaged a few friends I have on Discord that were online. Both responded with something other than Good Morning so ended up having to find an active discord server I am in. I tried about 20 servers before I finally got a good morning. I decided to give the compliment to Butterfly for doing this with me. Tell her how much I appreciated it and how good of a job she does with this stuff. It was about 45 minutes after I woke up that I could pee.
After my morning pee, I had to wait until I needed to go at a 7. Once I reached that, I could flip a coin. If it was tails, I could go. Heads and i had to wait 10 minutes before flipping again. While this did make me feel incredibly subby, I did get very lucky with my coin flips. I thought the rest of the week would be easy but how wrong was I...
Day 3
Today I wasn't allowed to pee for 30 minutes after waking. While that sounds easy and does allow me to stay in bed, I always wake up with a need to go so it's always a bit squirmy. I felt owned before I even got out of bed.
After that, I had a rule where I could only pee on odd hours. This was easier than the 1st 5 minutes of the hour but still left me trying to gauge my need and plan when the next pee would be. I spent the majority of the day thinking about my bladder and consequently who owns it.
After work I needed Butterfly's permission to pee. I do really love asking for her permission. Peeing kneeling in the shower to have one hand on the floor was embarrassing but I like to think it brought her joy. At this point I was at the level of horny where I wanted to beg Butterfly to take more control. I wanted to give her everything and become a puppet,
Day 4
Today I wasn't allowed to pee before I had showered. If I am honest, I am more of an evening showerer so this felt rather controlling and made me feel subby while I was showering. I spent the time thinking about how I was doing as Butterfly wanted and how much easier life is when I don't have to think.
After I had finished my shower, I had to follow the rolls of Butterfly's dice dare. I did feel like i was getting quite lucky with it.
wonderful.
I rolled it to pee twice, one time I got a 2 and did a song and dance which was honestly quite fun lol. The next time I got a 7, didn't want to wet so rolled again in 30 minutes and got another 2 which meant body writing. For the right people, I actually enjoy body writing.
Once Butterfly was awake, I had to ask her if I wanted to pee. I asked once and was told I couldn't go and it wasn't until Butterfly went that I was allowed to go. I found the idea of that very hot indeed!!!
Day 5
Today I had to keep a tally on my arm of how many times I went to pee but could otherwise pee normally. This went on all day. I had to edge 11 times today for various tasks which led to me being increasingly more horny and frustrated. I really wanted to cum but made the decision of asking Butterfly if I could. She of course said no, but that meant I was now bound to not cumming without permission from Butterfly for the rest of the 8 days. My thoughts were mostly around not being sure if i should be aiming to pee more or less. That made me feel totally not in control of my situation and incredibly submissive.
Day 6
In day 5, the tally was 7 pees. For every pee that I had to do today, i was only allowed to pee for 7 seconds. I then needed to wait at least 7 minutes before continuing if needed. I assumed this meant I could finish peeing the 2nd time but I was wrong. I could only go for 7 seconds every 7 minutes. This was a lot harder than previous rules. I really struggled to stop peeing after 7 seconds and not pee again for 7 minutes. I did end up leaking once in my underwear. I felt very controlled and submissive and finished the day wondering how i survived.
Day 7
Today I had to edge twice before my morning pee. At this point, horniness is off any scale i have lol.
Every time I had to pee today I had to roll a dice. Depending on what I rolled, I could have had to have 0 to 4 limbs touching the floor. The things I needed to do varied between sitting on the toilet and holding my feet up to peeing sat on the shower floor with 3 limbs touching the floor. I was just a puppet for Butterfly's entertainment.
Day 8
Today was the finale. Today I had the rule of not peeing in the same place twice. I could only pee once in a toilet for example. I decided to use the toilet when I got up and tried to hold it enough that I wouldn't have to use more than a few other things before Butterfly got up. After my relieving morning pee, I did manage to hold it for 3 hours without too much effort and went in the sink. This isn't much of a challenge for me being 6 foot 6 and being mostly leg lol. Although it didn't feel very difficult, the whole thing felt very controlling and submissive. I lasted another 5 hours before I needed to go again (I am not the best at drinking water consistently) which was right around the time that Butterfly got up. I was told to use something else again. I got naked and stood in the shower. I peed at the plug hole. I then rinsed myself off with the shower and got dressed. At this point I was a little concerned that I may have to do another place and it may be that I'd have to lie in the bath. Somewhat luckily, Butterfly said I had to wait until I was really desperate for the next one which made me think something different was coming. I was also asked if I had any ribbon. I was very intrigued at this point what it could mean. After I got desperate, I told Butterfly and was asked to drink 1 more glass of water and wait 20 minutes. At this point, I had to get hard and tie the ribbon round my cock like a gift (although at this point, it didn't feel like mine). I had to put a towel over my pillow, put the wand under the pillow, put my hands behind my head and hump the pillow to orgasm. Honestly, this didn't feel like it lasted very long to me but it lasted longer than I was expecting. I found this very submissive. There is something about humping that feels humiliating but also so right. Honestly the full bladder, position, humping and my ever building horniness over the week had built to this being such an amazing orgasm. It made me feel in a way I haven't felt in a long time. I am normally someone who comes every single day and so this was quite the build up and a big explosion. After this, I had to go clean up and I could pee. At this point, I was also relieved of my subby duties.
This week was amazing and I'd let Butterfly do this again whenever she wanted and how ever long she wanted. I've come to the conclusion I don't want to be in control. I want to be a puppet for someone
