One of my all time favorite rules, one that started with Mr. Devious way WAY back, was having to ask permission to go pee.
Before that, I had a Dom who didn't make me ask to pee, but I had a condition that when I went pee, I wasn't allowed to wipe. I hated this rule, and back then I didn't realize I was allowed to complain. It made me feel dirty and embarrassed in a bad way. I even ended up getting a kidney infection because I held my pee so often, avoiding the need to go.
So when Mr. Devious suggested some bathroom control, I was very hesitant and I didn't think I was going to like it at all, but I am glad we tried because I loved it!!!
Still to this day it is my favorite rule!
Asking, especially at the beginning was really hard for me. It made me embarrassed and blushy, but not in a bad way. My voice would get all small and I would hide my face and I could never actually say the words. I would try my best to get around saying things like "pee" and would instead say "bathroom". Saying the words has become a lot easier over time, but I still feel so vulnerable asking.
Mr. Devious would further tease me by making me describe going pee, or tell me he wanted me to leave the door open, or talk to him on the phone so he could hear. This would further my embarrassment and make me all blushy and squirmy.
I still love the suspense of not knowing what the answer will be when I ask. Will it be a yes right away? Or maybe a flat no! Maybe I can only pee if I complete a small task, such as touching my clit for 30 seconds, or doing 5 jumping jacks, or rolling a dice.
Most of all though, I really just enjoy the control aspect. Knowing that I can't go without getting permission. Knowing that I need to plan my bathroom breaks so that I can ask, knowing I may not get an answer right away, or that I might have to jump through hoops before I am allowed to go. Feeling the urge to pee grow as I wait for a response. Getting more and more desperate as I am forced to wait.
Orgasm control is fun, but I can be stubborn and decide I don't want an orgasm. Or maybe I am just not in the mood for an orgasm. But PEEING is a basic need. I can't just ignore it. It won't go away. I can't just be stubborn.
And what happens if I am told no? If I am forbidden from going? My body will betray me at some point and I will wet myself (which is a HUGE fantasy of mine, even though it would make me die internally from humiliation). That is the ultimate loss of control. Not being in control of my own body. The vulnerability is indescribable.
That is why I love asking to pee! So many reasons that make it so much fun!
Before that, I had a Dom who didn't make me ask to pee, but I had a condition that when I went pee, I wasn't allowed to wipe. I hated this rule, and back then I didn't realize I was allowed to complain. It made me feel dirty and embarrassed in a bad way. I even ended up getting a kidney infection because I held my pee so often, avoiding the need to go.
So when Mr. Devious suggested some bathroom control, I was very hesitant and I didn't think I was going to like it at all, but I am glad we tried because I loved it!!!
Still to this day it is my favorite rule!
Asking, especially at the beginning was really hard for me. It made me embarrassed and blushy, but not in a bad way. My voice would get all small and I would hide my face and I could never actually say the words. I would try my best to get around saying things like "pee" and would instead say "bathroom". Saying the words has become a lot easier over time, but I still feel so vulnerable asking.
Mr. Devious would further tease me by making me describe going pee, or tell me he wanted me to leave the door open, or talk to him on the phone so he could hear. This would further my embarrassment and make me all blushy and squirmy.
I still love the suspense of not knowing what the answer will be when I ask. Will it be a yes right away? Or maybe a flat no! Maybe I can only pee if I complete a small task, such as touching my clit for 30 seconds, or doing 5 jumping jacks, or rolling a dice.
Most of all though, I really just enjoy the control aspect. Knowing that I can't go without getting permission. Knowing that I need to plan my bathroom breaks so that I can ask, knowing I may not get an answer right away, or that I might have to jump through hoops before I am allowed to go. Feeling the urge to pee grow as I wait for a response. Getting more and more desperate as I am forced to wait.
Orgasm control is fun, but I can be stubborn and decide I don't want an orgasm. Or maybe I am just not in the mood for an orgasm. But PEEING is a basic need. I can't just ignore it. It won't go away. I can't just be stubborn.
And what happens if I am told no? If I am forbidden from going? My body will betray me at some point and I will wet myself (which is a HUGE fantasy of mine, even though it would make me die internally from humiliation). That is the ultimate loss of control. Not being in control of my own body. The vulnerability is indescribable.
That is why I love asking to pee! So many reasons that make it so much fun!
