When @Mr. Devious and I first started a D/s dynamic, over 10 years ago, I was incredibly shy and blushed WAY too easily. I remember being given a task - it was a custom edge - that included me being edged by Mr. Devious over an audio call with another couple. I was SO FREAKING TERRIFIED! But also, I was very turned on.
I don't like being watched, or being in the spot light necessarily, but knowing that other people were getting off on the noises that I was making was a huge turn on.
Ever since then, I have had the fantasy of doing a live audio session.
I want to have a person who makes me feel safe who can be the person who is in control, but I want an "audience". I want people to hear me edge, witness my begging, share in my desperation and finally listen to me cum! But I don't want just a passive audience, I want those attending to be able to influence our play. Giving suggestions on how to torture me, making me blushier, sharing their comments ...
After years and years of mulling over this fantasy, I am about to make it a reality. @ObsidanDusk and I will be going live in the voice chat room here on Kinky Wonderland in a few weeks. I am super excited but also incredibly nervous. I don't know what to expect.
I hope that people will enjoy the "show" and will participate. We have already given a few opportunities for people to influence our play through polls. You can find all the details here: https://kinkywonderland.ca/threads/live-play-session-play-with-a-butterfly.598/
I hope to see some of you in a few weeks! Gah!
I don't like being watched, or being in the spot light necessarily, but knowing that other people were getting off on the noises that I was making was a huge turn on.
Ever since then, I have had the fantasy of doing a live audio session.
I want to have a person who makes me feel safe who can be the person who is in control, but I want an "audience". I want people to hear me edge, witness my begging, share in my desperation and finally listen to me cum! But I don't want just a passive audience, I want those attending to be able to influence our play. Giving suggestions on how to torture me, making me blushier, sharing their comments ...
After years and years of mulling over this fantasy, I am about to make it a reality. @ObsidanDusk and I will be going live in the voice chat room here on Kinky Wonderland in a few weeks. I am super excited but also incredibly nervous. I don't know what to expect.
I hope that people will enjoy the "show" and will participate. We have already given a few opportunities for people to influence our play through polls. You can find all the details here: https://kinkywonderland.ca/threads/live-play-session-play-with-a-butterfly.598/
I hope to see some of you in a few weeks! Gah!
Enjoy every bit of it!