I haven't been on in a long time and just wanted to say Hello to everyone and give maybe a bit of update to my life as i try to return and be more active.
I don't know whare to really begin. i have been away due to a lot of medical issues i have had a lot of back pain and surgeries causing me to have a lot of trouble walking and restricting a lot of my movements. Most of it has came back but not fully. I have had to stop working and i am looking to hopefully get a job again soon just to be able to try to get my life back to normal a little.
Because of the restrictions to my movement and just over all pain issues i have not done anything kinky in a very long time i still talk to a lot of people from my local community but its something i do miss and going from being a host for local parties and organizing dungeons and munch's to not being able to do much of anything has been a hard thing for me to accept and more of a mental toll than i expected. i don't really know whare I'm going with this lol ill try to maybe put more thoughts and feeling into words later.
As far as my personal life I am married now. I married my room mate originally for his health insurance but we have got even more close than we were before and he has been the most important person in my life lately especially since there were days i couldn't really move on my own so he had to do everything for me. me and him always did scenes together in the past but now he has turned into a friend and occasional play partner to someone i really care for and while we haven't been able to do anything kinky lately we are hoping with me feeling better we can start to do more and maybe explore a more a serious dom/sub relationship together.
I dont know what else to say for now and dont really know how to end this post
I don't know whare to really begin. i have been away due to a lot of medical issues i have had a lot of back pain and surgeries causing me to have a lot of trouble walking and restricting a lot of my movements. Most of it has came back but not fully. I have had to stop working and i am looking to hopefully get a job again soon just to be able to try to get my life back to normal a little.
Because of the restrictions to my movement and just over all pain issues i have not done anything kinky in a very long time i still talk to a lot of people from my local community but its something i do miss and going from being a host for local parties and organizing dungeons and munch's to not being able to do much of anything has been a hard thing for me to accept and more of a mental toll than i expected. i don't really know whare I'm going with this lol ill try to maybe put more thoughts and feeling into words later.
As far as my personal life I am married now. I married my room mate originally for his health insurance but we have got even more close than we were before and he has been the most important person in my life lately especially since there were days i couldn't really move on my own so he had to do everything for me. me and him always did scenes together in the past but now he has turned into a friend and occasional play partner to someone i really care for and while we haven't been able to do anything kinky lately we are hoping with me feeling better we can start to do more and maybe explore a more a serious dom/sub relationship together.
I dont know what else to say for now and dont really know how to end this post