Secret! It is a secret because I am not certain about it either. I am deciding not to act on impulse.
Last night, I was a lot better after shower. The aching was a lot better in the sense there was some kind of relief. I must have had so much air inside. (A lot of farts)
I was not able to shake off the arousal until I was drying my hair. Well, as long as I put my heart on non sexual related thoughts, I was okay. I had to switch out of my sleepwear for a modest wear because the light and soft fabric was not helping me relax at all. I feel sexy in them and I did not want to feel sexy because I needed sleep. It was not exactly 2 hours of nakedness but it was at least an hour plus. I was too tired to stay awake.
Everything was perfectly normal today except the sores. They are distracting. It was like muscle ache down there right? It would be the case if I had kept my hands away from them but what would I do then? I had so much time in the morning and I did not want to leave the house. I brought myself to a few edges each time. In the span of 3 hours, I masturbated 3 times. Each time that many edges. The last time I was using dildo again.
Not counting them as cockwarming at all. I was quite aroused when I left to meet my friend. Everything was okay by that time. Some arousing feelings here and there. They were very random. Part of my mind was lewd. The urge to masturbate was tiny. I was a little distracted. It was fun.
When more of our friends came, I no longer have much thoughts about them. It was plain social fun. We chilled at the night market which explains why I am a little late tonight. It was a little exciting to try on clothes because of my stained panties. I bought a pair of shorts. It was just us having fun, kind of teasing each other. I bought it in the moment of laughters. Then I was getting eeked at for owning the tiny shorts. It was so silly. I am going to embarrass them next week by wearing it.
I did not do any cockwarming because I had such a packed day. I should have time tomorrow.
Count: 950 slaps to do
Last night, I was a lot better after shower. The aching was a lot better in the sense there was some kind of relief. I must have had so much air inside. (A lot of farts)
Everything was perfectly normal today except the sores. They are distracting. It was like muscle ache down there right? It would be the case if I had kept my hands away from them but what would I do then? I had so much time in the morning and I did not want to leave the house. I brought myself to a few edges each time. In the span of 3 hours, I masturbated 3 times. Each time that many edges. The last time I was using dildo again.
When more of our friends came, I no longer have much thoughts about them. It was plain social fun. We chilled at the night market which explains why I am a little late tonight. It was a little exciting to try on clothes because of my stained panties. I bought a pair of shorts. It was just us having fun, kind of teasing each other. I bought it in the moment of laughters. Then I was getting eeked at for owning the tiny shorts. It was so silly. I am going to embarrass them next week by wearing it.
I did not do any cockwarming because I had such a packed day. I should have time tomorrow.
Count: 950 slaps to do