- What is your age?
- 19
- What best descbibes you?
- Sub
- What gender are you?
- female
- What age range are you looking for?
- 21-40
- What should the other person's gender be?
- Male
- What are you looking for?
- Master
- Where should this person be?
- Anywhere
- What little extra would you like people to know at a glance?
- I am an edgeslut
I’ve been here before. I know what it feels like to be pushed to that edge and held there. My ex-dom kept me denied for two weeks before we ended things (mutual decision — academics had to come first). But ever since then, something in me hasn’t settled.
It’s like my body remembers even when I try to move on.
I miss the ache that doesn’t go away. The kind that sits in your chest and between your thoughts, quietly taking over everything. I miss being distracted, unfocused, that soft kind of brainfog where all you can think about is the fact that you’re not allowed to have what you want.
I don’t want control over myself anymore. I don’t trust myself with it.
I want someone who understands restraint, who sees denial as more than just a game — something deeper, something that builds tension slowly and keeps it there until it becomes part of who I am.
I’m not looking for something temporary or casual. If I do this again, it has to mean something. Trust, consistency, patience — all of it matters. I want a long-term dynamic where I can let go completely, knowing the person on the other side actually understands what they’re holding.
If you’re serious and this isn’t just a phase for you, DM me. We can talk and move to Snap once there’s some trust.
It’s like my body remembers even when I try to move on.
I miss the ache that doesn’t go away. The kind that sits in your chest and between your thoughts, quietly taking over everything. I miss being distracted, unfocused, that soft kind of brainfog where all you can think about is the fact that you’re not allowed to have what you want.
I don’t want control over myself anymore. I don’t trust myself with it.
I want someone who understands restraint, who sees denial as more than just a game — something deeper, something that builds tension slowly and keeps it there until it becomes part of who I am.
I’m not looking for something temporary or casual. If I do this again, it has to mean something. Trust, consistency, patience — all of it matters. I want a long-term dynamic where I can let go completely, knowing the person on the other side actually understands what they’re holding.
If you’re serious and this isn’t just a phase for you, DM me. We can talk and move to Snap once there’s some trust.
